I know it just the beginning of first week, but what can i say, i kinda lose faith. I kinda hate it when this kind of feeling hit me especially on the first week, but it did happen. It did somehow.
It is not that i regret it, the career that i choose. But there is slightly regret. Maybe i because i hate doing sales. I hate go out there and finding people and seeing people. And this is different from what i had previously. But i hate fucking hate it. Okay. I dh start cari kerje lain kot. Like literally on the very first day while waiting for my manager to brief me about all that product. And i believe in the product, i believe that these can sell, not like previously corporate things i sell. But it was freaking hard finding a client because this, the client are already in front of me. All i need to do is approach them.
I am try my fucking hard to get through this month. I need to at least nailed 2 cases at the very least. I can do this. I can fucking make it through it. But i also need a new job. The one that stable have a fixed time and also all those medical and leave perks and also works, tons of works. I wont mind. Rather than do nothing like i do before because i didnt have appointment with a client.
I need something just something to get me through everything. Some distraction or motivation. Hurm.. i can do this. I CAN FUCKING DO THIS
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