Hot and sweaty and peaceful mind

First of all, dont get dirty by fikir yg bukan bukan ye pasal hot and sweaty tu... It just the fact yg cuaca sekrng sgt panas gle babeng. Jgn nk ckp neraka lagi panas ke apa. I tau neraka tu lagi panas tpi sekrng ni i tgh ckp psl cuaca kat dunia ni lah gilaa!! 

Ehemm.. tukar tone suara.. 

So, i just got back from Langkawi sbb ada fieldwork EIA. Probably the last fieldwork im gonna had with my classmates yg gila gila masuk air nii..Hehe.. Tak caya je dh masuk tahun akhir. I still remember masa awal2 masuk dlu. Apa2 mesti dgn roomates i sbb yelah dia je yg i kenal dlu. Then slow2 baru i rapat sikit dgn wani and dila. Maybe sbb kolej dekat2 kot and we always went to class together. Then tak lama pastu baru rapat dgn yg lain2 sbb trip ke shah alam masa tu. Pastu trip ke penang and lots of cafe hunting. With boys i rasa first i rapat dgn zuha kot. I tak ingt mcm mana. Maybe sbb trip penang tu kot and gi chemistry cafe. Then ano and pastu mokh pastu chang. Hakim pun okaylah. I tak rapat dgn dia sgt sbb i tak fham apa dia ckp. Like seriously bahasa utara dia pekat gila babeng. Everytime dia say something, i always like, hah? hah? hah? Then rasa mcm diri nmpk pekak sgt, i ye kan je wlaupun i tak tau apa dia ckp/tanye. Lawak dowh. But whatever, ter reminiscence psl the past lak. Haha..

ecopark in langkawi, tengok mangroove

homestay at Changlun Kedah

dlm feri, maen werewolf smbil tunggu nk smpai langkawi

dataran helang

EIA fieldwork ni akan2 gi tgk site lah pastu buat report EIA. Yelah apa impact sesuatu pembangunan tu pada alam sekitar or anything. Most of it i berangan. Haha.. Takdelah. Most of the place pegi was like i tak expect ada sbb sepnjg i gi lawat Langkawi, i rasa i tak pernah jumpa tempat2 mcm tu contoh incinerator. Mungkin pernah kot tapi mana nk interest sgt kan. So like whatever. Haha.. So it does open my already big eyes. Tapi cuaca dia bapak panas. Panas kat Langkawi tu laen mcm tau. And sbb tu i tak apply internship kt situ. I dh byk kali lawat Langkawi masa bonda and family moved there. I dh sgt hadap keadaan dia, panas dia. So no thank you. Beside im not really a fan of buaya. There just not fascinate me. Cewah.. Tapi i lalu kauters polis masa otw nk gi kwsan airport. Teringt dlu ada sorng abng polis yg jaga pintu masuk n kluar. Hehe.. Comel dia tau. I ngan angah ske usha dia then giggle mcm bdk sklh. LOLs. Good old times.

lectures and dak2 laut

A peaceful mind? This fieldwork makes me busy so it kinda put my chaos mind to peace. Because this kinda time i dont have to think and just live my life and just be happy, let myself loose.

Island

Alhamdulilah. The course that i choose make me easy to travel to all the place. Wlaupun bkn travel around the world. But at least travel lah gak wlaupun travel around the islands.

Actually i just got back from tioman for lesen scuba. Alhamdulilah lulus. Tinggal exam lisan je. Then i got lesen. Yay! Tpi sumpah best gila. Wlaupun mmg dh kt pulau tioman, tpi kteong dpt dive kt pulau kecik2 kt situ. Subahanallah. Cantik gila pemandangan kt dlm laut n the island. No words of mine could ever describe how beautiful creation of Allah. You guys patut pegi n alami sendiri. Xscuba pun xpe. Dpt snorkeling pun jadilah. Yg tu bkn perlukn lesen pun. Wlaupun dpt tgk, xdpt pegang. Tpi tgk keindahan tu smue. Masyallah. Kalo nk lagi best kene lh apply lesen scuba. Baru dpt pegang n go deeper. Yg i as beginner nyer max of depth 20m je. Kalo i apply yg advance or master lgi dalam lh. Insyallah. Setelkn nie dlu. Jgn gelojoh. So next time i gi, i nk bwak waterproof camera. Xpun go pro tu je. Dpt rakam smue keindahan n the moment. For now yg the latest, mostly just exist dlm memory i je. Next time ye. Insyallah.

Serious grateful lh pilih course nie wlaupun mula2 tu nervous and a bit regret sb i overthink mcm2. But then after experience it, i just couldnt had enough. Tulh yg orng ckp xkenal maka xcinta. Cewah. I tau dlu cita2 i nk jadi doktor gigi tu smue. Tpi mungkin rezeki i kt sini. N i x regret to be honest. Not even a bit. N for those yg nk judge i smue, yeah, im just gonna shake it off. Haters gonna hate anyway. So pekak kn telinga n teruskn hidup. They never fit in your shoes anyway. So why bother. Kan dh ckp mcm azwan ali dh. Lols..

Beside i was always wanted to travel. So here is my chance of living my dreams. And yg pling penting sekali, i tick off two from my bucket list, travel and try something new. So thats was a good start. :)

More to come. Insyallah.

Mersing Trip

I really did enjoy myself aritu masa gi mersing. Our 2nd fieldwork. Wlaupun kejap but i did enjoy every piece of it. Yg pling xley blah masa ari jumaat. Lepas sembyg jumaat xde air tau, n mlm tu kterong nk wat bbq. Ayam xbasuh lgi, xsiang lgi. So kteorng like suggest nk basuh gne air laut je. Prof ing kteorng maen2 je. Then tgk btul2 kterng buat. Prof geleng kepala je. Speechless. Lepas dh ambik specimen smue, kteorng request nk mandi air laut since air xde kn. Prof pun kasi greenlight sbb cikgu yg ajar skuba, ayah tgk2 kn kteorng. Xtau mcm mana ley pnggil dia ayah. But it seem so close. Malam tu bbq, kteorng ler yg kene buatnya. Ayah dh marinate kn n nad pun dh edit2. Then prof mula2 xnk makan sbb dia kata mcm xnasak je. But dia mkn gak last2 sbb kteorng insist. Tpi mmg best lh. Asyik gelak je keje sbb geng dayang2 tu xabis2 bahan kn orng. Prof pun ikut join sekepala ngan kterong. N maybe dia best sbb just kteorng je kot. Mmglah ada bdk master n bdk 3rd year sket but majoriti 1st year. So mcm tmpat tu kteorng yg punyer. Kali nie tdo bkn dlm khemah tpi dlm galeri. So sejuk gle lah.. Tpi best. Hehe.. Nk lak lepas dh penat mandi air laut, kteorng main lah galah pnjg, anak ayam and musang and bola.. Mmg xde keje. Prof pun ckp kteorng main bnde alah nie mcm orng xde tujuan. Tpi dia lyn je.. And it was fun. I had fun. I really did :D

Kesian gmbr the boys xde.. hehe..

The old self is still not back yet. But im just like so tired of being sad and broken. And this was like one of my getaway and it helps. Sbb selama nie i rasa mcm all those smile of mine at any pictures was like so faking. But now, i nmpk betapa bahagianya i. I was really live my life to the fullest. Take a chance or something. And it was good. :)

MERSING

I had an awesome day at ekomar mersing with feelow classmate and senior. Serious gila awesome dowh. Wlaupun tdo dlm khemah and xde tilam. Tapi sgt best. Mula2 tu mmg lah counting days nk balik tapi bila last2 day rasa mcm xnk balik je. N wlaupun kulit ku udah makin gelap, but i have fun. i really am. xpe. hitam tu manis. hitam tu elegant. haha..

Kitaorng tolak mlam rabu (16). Before that mmg xtau nk packing ape dowh and rasa mcm brng byk sgt lak. N bila kumpul je tgk mmg mcm brng aku je byk. Tapi ada gak lah yg bawak lgi byk. Ada 4 bas. So, setiap thun satu bas. So, bestlah xyah kongsi bas ngan senior. thun 1 ngan thun 1 je. Mmg best lah..

Smpai mersing kul 6 mcm tulah. Xde aktiviti ape pun first day. Kemas2 brng. Kul 3 start game lwn antara senior n staff. Mmg best lah.. Sadly kitaorng dpt no 3.. xpelah.. adalah lgi 2 thun.. kasi chan lah.. haha.. Pujuk che wan, lecturer kteorng sbb nk mandi laut. Gian sgt nmpk laut masa mula2 smpai tu. Dptlah gak wlaupun kejap.

Hari kedua, blajar snorkeling kt pulau acheh. Nie dh kt pahang dah actually. Mmg bestlah.. Nmpk obor2, ikan kecil2. Mula2 blajar pkai life jacket pastu dh confidence baru bukak. Petang lak nk smbung snorkeling actually tapi ombak kuat sgt so xjadi. So, lecture. Bestlah sbb study bnde ada dpn mata kn. Dpt pegang smue. Byk starfish lah. Comel gila.. Cantik. Ow, lecture kt pulau tunus. Nie mmg johor nyer.

Hari ketiga gi pulau tunus lagi tapi belakang dia. Lpe, kteorng gi naik bot kt jeti mersing. This time rmai mabuk laut kot. I yg slalu okay steady je pun join mabuk gak. Dia actually sbb lama sgt atas bot yg xgerak. Dh smpai pulau tu, bot tu berhenti tunggu bot laju check pulau tu okay or x. Sbb lama sgt tunggu ngan xstabil nyer lagi, gerak kiri kanan, lain mcm ler rasa. Pastu relax jap kt pulau tu sbb nk ilang mabuk. Dh okay start snorkeling. Kali nie dlm so pkai life jacket. Nmpk lah coral n ikan kecil2.. xlama pun i snorkeling sbb rasa mabuk dtg balik. So, terus gi boat. Petang tu patutnya kene gi lagi tapi sbb rmai yg mabuk, che wan kasi off lah. sape nk gi je pegi. yg xnk xyahlah. i n few classmate x. so kitaorng tdo, madi, lepak kt pntai. berkelah, main air jap. bestlah. mlm kitaorng buat night walk sbb bulan penuh, byk ketam naik. mlm nie tdo lbt lh maybe sbb terlebih tdo kot. Khusyuk benar main freeze ngan classmate smpai xsedar nk kt kul 1. Msuk tdo pun sbb dh start ujan. Kalo x, xtau lah. Senior2 smue tgh khusuk berkarok. Ari2 karok sebenarnya. I xlah sbb lagu old school gila. Teman xtau ler...

Hari ke4, free activity. Kteorng gi pulau seri buat. Pulau nie serious cantik gila. Air jernih bley nmpk dh coral2 n batu2. Snorkeling or dive mmg best lah. Cme air dia gatal sbb byk jelly fish yg halimunan. Serious. I tgh snorkeling ley lak tngan mcm kene someting pastu gatal2 tapi xnmpk pun ape bnde. Tapi bestlah sbb nmpk ikan kecil2, coral, landak laut, sea anemone n nemo. Mmg best. Tapi kejap sgt sbb nk kejar masa. So rasa xpuas lah gak. Dri jeti ke pulau tu adalah dlm sejam. So, otw balik, dorng suggest berhenti kt ekomar terus naik speed boat. This is where new experience happen. Sbb ombak kuat, bot kteorng terbalik. Pak cik tu ckp je terus terbalik. Kesian pak cik tu sbb bot dia rosak. Enjin msuk air. Tapi tabik lah ngan lain sbb xpanik and pastu tolong lgi pak cik tu. Petang berkayak dri pulau lanun smpai pulau acheh. Jauh bapak kau. Sumpah dh serik nk berkayak. Xmau lgi. First n last. Skit tngan teman. Dhlah bnde tu msuk air, kene naik speed boat. Blik pun naik speed boat sbb lmbt sgt. I dh xlarat kot. Mlm, barbeque tapi sbb smue dh penat gila, lepas abis barbeque terus tdo. Zzzz...

Last day, kemas2 and balik.. Nk gi lagi kot ekomar tu. Tapi mmg akan gi lagi pun sbb dgr cte lepas nie fieldwork smue kt situ. Snang. Brng lab smue dah ada. Lengkap ngan laen2 sekali. Otw balik, singgah kt bndar mersing. Mkn2, shopping2, ambik gmbr.. bestlah.. mmg awesome..

So, this is a few picture...

masa nie kt pulau acheh rasanya.. second day..

muka xsbar nk snorkeling.. second day

tunggu taklimat for gaming

excited nie.. haha..

keadaan dlm boat

lepak chill smbil support kwn2 lain yg tgh maen game

usaha letak air laut dlm plastik yg bocor for u to survive specimen!

excited lagi nie..

i fly without wings.. im free.. kt pulau seri buat.. nmpk x laut dia wrna laen?

yeah.. semangat merah tahun 1.. keep up!

sbluml bertolak, snap2 dlu.. dlm bas.. baru nk gerak ke ekomar

masa yg laen gi snorkeling, kteorng lepak chill kt pntai

antara mangsa2 mabuk laut.. haha

ekomar :)

selepas balik ekomar, smue nmpk laen.. makin gelap. xpe.. hitam tu elangance..