Raya tahun ini

For me Raya celebration is all about well, celebrate the victory and to uptight the bonding between family and so on. I actually really loves Raya. It was my favorite of event sebab masa tu lah dapat makan ketupat lemang rendang and kuih muih. But what i love the most is the preparation, malam raya itself. Masing masing ada tugas memasing and masing masing buat and have fun. Alhamdulilah i still got a chance to feel those thing wlaupun maybe takdelah semeriah orng yg satu kampung bergotong royong. But it was nice. It feels nice. 

I actually ada impian nk cari calon jodoh yg betul betul ada kampung, yg memang dia satu family amalkn gotong royong malam raya tu. Rebus ketupat, kacau dodol, masak rendang, buat kuih or susun dalam balang sesiap and of course kemas rumah pasang langsir semua. Mesti syok and best kan. Tapi semua kene main peranan lah. Takmo lah ada yg curi tulang, yg dok ber selfie, ber insta story padahal tak buat apa pun. Pung pang pung pang mcm dia buat semuanya. Lols. But i do had that kind of dream of having that kind of event dgn future other half. 

Raya this year to be really honest tak semeriah tahun lepas. Bagi i lah. It was not sebab duit raya bcoz i think im on the age di mana duit raya tu tak dapat pun takpe wlaupun masih belajar lagi sebab ni bukan chinese new year di mana yg dah kerje tapi masih takde commitment still dpt angpau. Tapi i rasa hari raya aidilifitri pun patut amal macam tu. Imagine if that happen. I guess i be the fabulous anak dara tua lah. Lols. Or belajar lah selama lama nya bak kata my cousin masa dia bagi i duit raya sebab i still belajar lagi.Yelah sekrng ambik MBA, dlu marine science, lepas ni apa ek. Hahahaha.. Maaf lah i think my otak dh penat dh. I just wish my studies habis cepat pastu i nk cari kerje kumpl duit make my parents happy and proud and make treat myself everyday. Cakap n berangan tu memang mudah. Realiti nya lain. Lols.

The reason nape i ckp tak meriah tahun ni mungkin sebab tahun ni tak banyak raya rumah orng macam tahun lepas. Tahun ni banyak cut cut sebab ada wedding so senang jumpa sekali je kat situ. And tahun ni tak raya jb so tak dpt gi umah cik yaaa.. I ske gi umah dia sebab dia masak sedap wlaupun i kene tolong takpe i sanggup. Memang tiap kali gi jb, i akan tanye mommy and abah gi umah dia tak. Mcm bagi i wajib lah walaupun kdg2 tak dpt gi pun sebab tak sempat and walaupun ada lagi a few sedara kt jb tu tpi rumah cik yaa yg jadi pujaan hati sis. Cewah. Hahaha.. 

And raya tahun ni lah tahun pertama i tak raya dgn dia. Memang lah selama ni tak raya dgn dia pun. Sekali tu je i datang beraya rumah dia. Dia je tak reti dtg beraya rumah i. Kawan jenis apa niii.. hahahaha.. but yeah.. rasa pelik sebab slalu nya malam raya dah dok sibuk wish lah msg tanya baju lah apa lah. Tahun ni masing masing senyap bawa haluan memasing. Yg peliknya i tak rasa pun nk msg dia ke apa. I just like rasa rindu tu, rasa empty tu tpi lepas tu di bawa tiup oleh angin sbb last last i lpe and move on. Yelah 10 tahun raya dgn dia. Start tahun ni je dah tak. But im okay. Im good. No worries. I siap buat baris ayat lagu untuk dia wei. Inspirasi dri lagu raya yuna. "Mungkin dahulu terasa sepi. Wlaupun si dia ada di sisi. Tapi sekarang tidak lagi. " It fits right? I know. Hahahaha..

Anyway, selamat hari raya uolls.. Maaf zahir dan batin. I think it is not too late too wish sebab raya kan sebulan. Hahaha.. 

My Person

This was meant to post on 20th of November but like always, I got lots of things to do and the laziness disease has strike again unfortunately so forgive me for posting it a bit late than it's original date. Ok, without a due, shall we continue...

Macam I pernah mention dulu, I was planning in being invisible masa kt U. I know weird kan.. Patutnya orng lagi nk stand out masa kt U but not me. Tapi mestilah, that plan was kinda not work out. Hahaha.. With my evil laugh, it was kinda hard to stayed low. Anyway, I pun tak sangka akan ada best of friends in U ni. I ingt kwn2 i cukup hanya ada the girls. A small circle of friends seems like fine and trusty. Tapi tulah sejak byk kluar jenjalan dgn cafe hunting lagi, i make quite good close friends. So need to be expand that circle sbb dah tak muat dah. 

And one of that close friend is Puan Afiqah Pisah. Kenape puan? Sbb that whole UPSR commenting in facebook. That is why. Ok. Kenal lama dah sbb coursemate. Then we went to chemistry cafe and morib mana aku bawak kete mcm orng gila, that strike into lubang and masa tukar driver dgn anor tu (you know what i mean). Then penang trip and lots of other trips and numerous cafe hunting. Then maybe my inner self suddenly keluar, the 'evil laugh' like you guys called, so somehow we get so closed. And merempit, makan makan, gi monsterdeal sbb aku teringin nk minum air green tea, buka puasa sesama, lepak lab kau, tgk movie, tgk bola, panaskn pizza gne microwave microb (alhamdulilah masih bernafas lagi), you named it.. Sebab terlalu banyak, i just cant.

Somehow, you are like my christina or my meredith. Sbb you are my person and we kinda had those mer-christina friendship (if you guys are quite a fan of grey's, you get it). Somehow it is easy to talk to you about things. I feel comfortable to talk to you about my past and exes. Aku rasa selain dri the girls, you know the most of my exes. Then psl joe lagi. Terima kasih sbb byk dgr luahan aku yg tak sudah n so ever complicated psl joe. No one know me like you did. And you know mostly about my family sbb kau sleepover rumah aku n like i say it felt easy to talk to you about these things. And i think you the only one yg tau psl that 'emerald' thing (please ckp kau ingt! but do not tell any soul about it). Actually ssh untuk aku tulis semua nyer sebab byk kata kata dh terluah dlm buku nota kau tu. So mostly mcm copy and paste je. Hihihihi...

Then angan2 rumah orang tua. Hahaha.. Let me explain it to you guys. Kalo dgr rumah orang tua mesti korng fikir rumah orang tua lah. Hahaha.. Nk fikir apa lagi kan. Tapi for our rumah orang tua, it was not typical rumah orng tua. Sbb kteorng kira andartu lah tpi andartu classy lah. Sbb mostly bila duit dh cukup, kteorng akan gi travel or cafe hunting. Aku suggest kte buat tabung khas untuk bende tu semua nnti. Basically our rumah orang tua didiami oleh aku, fiqah n dila. Originally lah tapi who knows member dia berubah or bertambah. Sbb for now we decided to never get married. EVER. Tu pun if tak ketemu jodoh ler. Dila siap usha2 idea untuk rumah tu lagi and I, well, lately, tgk perabot and idea interior design makes me calm somehow. Ok, enough with that. So, that was our plan. Originally.

Pastu bile kau baik sgt nk teman aku isi application for master then teman aku cari kerje. Jujur aku ckp, aku terharu gile. Speechless gile. Bcoz no one ever does that to me and you willing to so thank you. Wlaupun aku mmg nampak mcm independent, tak selalu mintak tolong kau wlaupun i really should actually.. I mean kau dh offer kan.. Hahaha.. The thing is, aku takut nk depend on people. Aku takut aku terlalu depend dgn orng pastu lelama things change and they leave.. Aku kalo boleh tak nak bnde jadi mcm dgn joe dlu. Wlaupun tak mungkin lah aku nk ske kau romatically. Gile apa. Nabi tak mengaku umat tau. Unless if i was a boy. Tu lain lah. Hahaha..And aku tau kekadang aku bersifat distant and senyap. And most of those time, aku tak cerite apa sgt. The thing is im good in pushing people away and i am not good in making or stayed in friends. Aku kan introvert. Hahaha.. Then masa birthday aku, kau jadi mastermind. Terharu giler beb. And im sorry aku tak jadi buat bday kau happening mcm kau buat kt aku. Mungkin perlu menuntut ilmu lebih dri kau ni. Hahaha.. But who knows in future nnti kan.. on your bday.. HAHAHAHA *gelak evil

Anyway peah, i meant it when i said you are my person. Sbb if i ever get married, aku nak kau tanya aku sama ada aku sure or tak dgn wedding ni semua. Especially tnye a day or a few hours before aku nikah. And if aku ckp aku tak nak, please bawak aku lari ke mana mana sahaja. Promise me that fiqah.




And secondly why you are my person, well, seriously if i kill someone, you were the first person yg aku akan call to hide the body and be the CSI. You officially in my emergency contact. No kidding. You are my perosn and i would do anything for you. And if you anything, i will be here, listen and support wlaupun kekadang aku ni mcm lalang sket. Hahaha.. But i will support you no matter what.




Aku bersyukur dpt kawan mcm kau dan aku harap friendship kita ni kekal smpai bile bile. Smpai kau dan kahwin or smpai aku ketemu jodoh or kita kn dh plan nk dduk rumah orng tua sesama. Please simpan bracelet yg kita bwat sesama tu elok2. You didnt always have to wear, just keep it somewhere self and dont lost it. Hihihi.. You are my person, sahabat dunia akhirat. Thanks for everthing and maaf ayat2 kt post ni tak seindah mana. Hahaha.. Happy belated birthday fiqah. Sorry if i took our friendship for granted. Sorry ada sakitkn hati kau dgn gurau kasar aku and ayat tak sesedap waffle aku. But thanks for being my friend. Aku doakan kau dapat capai impian dan cita2 kau. Semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan kau. Please stayed happening and gile2 sista rehat. Be happy sunshine and may your 'joy' functioning well always. :)

Gigih mencari gmbr kau yg lawak and this one has vespa

Semoga ketemu lagi di masa hadapan 'pisang goreng cheese'. Insyallah.

Iolls dah grad!!!

Alhamdulilah segala hardwork penat lelah kadang rasa nk give up tak ley nk teruskan seems like never end endlessly akhirnya betul betul end and payoff. Alhamdulilah, iolss sekrng dh ada sijil degree and seorng penanam anggur terhormat. Hahaha.. So yeah congrats to myself. Malas nk bebel lebih lebih, ini kali hanya gambar sebagai tatapan. Lols..

What a surprise atok mak and atok abah pun mai gakkk... Terharu...

Penawar hati too except mai but its okay... so thank you..

Mariners mariners...

Of course gmbr dgn nenek pun ada tpi kt umah nenek lah.

a surprise visit pun kak dewi before my convo..

a pre convo obviously

last but not least....

Short getaway

Went off to penang for almost 2 weeks. Acah acah need to clear my mind and breath the new air blah blah blah.. But penang was okay especially when I spent it with my bff afiqah pisah. I think we never really stop talking. Like we literally talk and gossip all the times. Cerita macam takkan pernah habis. Drpd pagi smpai ke esok pagi smpai kak ilah kene warning dia nk tido. Hahaha.. Lols.. But at least i feel a little bit better...  And you guys mesti lah dpt figure it out that this getaway has to do something about a guy. Well, it was always about love that get us a little bit down and moody. But whatever, im not gonna let this post ruins by telling about feeling and love and guy. Ugghh.. Maybe another post. For now just picture of me spending time in penang. Bapak pemalas lah i nk bebel lebih2. Dont get me wrong, I nk prepared tok i nyer convo day okayyyy... stay tuneddd for thattt... hahahaha...

with ibu and peah. i just got hereee...

nandos.. alhamdulilah rezeki, ada orng belanja. hahaha...

who doesnt love chocolate huh???

fiqah, kak ilah, aliah, nasuhaa

counting the planes and comment about reclamation

perfect for all life

The day i witness a football match.

I still cant believe it that i was there. After all this time of saying it and dream about it a little bit and been there couple of times when i was in JB. And finally, alhamdulilah, i had a chance to be part of it, to watch it, right in front of my eyes. 

Ok ok ok, you guys must be confused or whatsoever. I cakap psl i dpt gi stadium lah, tgk jdt lawan. And not just any stadium. It is larkin ok. Hahahaha... I know u guys tak excited. But i was. Yelah after all this time i ckp i nk tgk jdt lawan kt stadium larkin. Dpt sekali pun jadilah. It is in my bucket list, same goes with attend/ watch gig. And i remember vividly how i beg/telling Joe to please bring me there one day. And he be a total jerk, bagi i mcm2 alasan and siap takut2 kan i lagi. Babeng tol joe ni. Dia ingt i ni apa? Clingy and tak independent keee? Please, im a big girl, i can handle myself. Tapi takpelah. I dh gi dh and it actually takde pape pun. Lagi scary masa tgk fireworks kt KLCC. Serious wa ckp dlu. Siap ada a few guys kacau2 i lagi. Kat JB relax je and ramai abg polis. Senang ckp, orng JB mmg disiplin lah. 

And to be honest, once is not enough. I seriously nk gi lagi but only in stadium larkin lah. But somehow it was one of the list i can cross off from my bucket list somehow. Btw, since dorng confirm2 lah dpt piala sbb tinggal 1 match je lagi and this one dia score so sape je dpt take that trophy. Win or not on yesterday match, they already are a winner. Hat-trick beb! 3 times champion in super league. So ada fireworks. Best gilerrr... Since i love watching fireworks, this one is pretty satisfying. Serious i nk gi lagi. Maybe i should move to JB or work there then beli season pass. Hmm... it looks like a plan to me. 

Dpt peluang gi ni pun sbb first i nmpk kt twitter yg dia mention tiket boleh beli on9 and it only cost rm13. Time tu serious tak kisah ada bumbung ke tak, ada kerusi ke tak. Ni bnde paling senang. Book tiket then on the day of the match can also redeem tiket tu. Kalo tak redeem kira burn mcm tu jelah. This was a tiket of life time. I really really want to go. But then nmpk mcm semua ada hal lah so i pun redha jelah. Maybe it wasnt meant to be. Belum masa nyer lagi. Terkilan gak but what to do kan. Swallow jelah. Pedam jelah. Sob sob sob. But then ari jumaat aritu baru abah bagitau psl dia beli tiket kt cousin dia and dpt tiket tu. Costly sket lah sbb abah ambik yg ada bumbung. But it was satisfied. Like thank you abah n mommy. I have no words to visualize of how i feel when i know about this news. Seriously. 

So yeah, mcm biasa, a few photo to display. :)

Oh just me showing you my ticket. Hihihi...

Persembahan from BOS before the match begin. Something yg tak tunjuk kt tv.

Kurang jelas. But this was the time dorng dpt medal n piala.

Ambik gmbr dgn bus double dek dorng dlu. Kang dorng naik bwak piala gi dataran.

Yay.. Dh dlm stadium. Almost 6pm baru gate bukak.

Ni masa half time kottt... Hahaha..

#CafeHunting3

I should post these last year bcoz it did happen last year. But i just get caught up with exam and thesis and whatever so i kinda delay smpai sekrng. Hihihi.. I nk post dh aritu tpi entah. Takde feel agaknya. Or the fact that i forget some of it. So untuk elakkan another delay, kene terus post sbb after this got another cafe hunting that i need to review. So here we go.. Oh btw cafe hunting yg ni semua kt JB and i think most people know about it kot. Maybe. But whatever. 

#1 The Pots

Actually dh lama dh berhajat nk gi The Pots ni since nampak kt cite Keluarga Iskandar aritu. But that was masa dia still kt Jalan Dhoby. Didnt know that dorng dh pindah tempat sbb bkk website pun still alamat lama and waze, jgn ckplah. Mmg dia ckk kt Jln Dhoby tu. I tertarik dgn concept dia gne beg lama2, yg vintage tu, the one that i really2 one and i still cari kt Duriana and Carousell. WHatever it is makanan dia mmg sedap and byk and berpatutan. Cuma tulah all is cash, dorng tak accept credit card or debit card or anything with card. Paling i suka kt sini is environment dia and the fact dia ada laman mana kalau ada small event with close friends or close family. Sgt cantik and sgt best. Nk lak dia da lampu yg hang mcm cite Parenthood tu. The one that i will be putting at my dream house nnti. Insyallah. 

#2 Oh Ice Cream

The second one ni located kt shopping mall. It just a small store, desert and sgt2 delicious and murah. Mula2 tu mmg takut mahal. Yelah kalo tgk presentation dia mcm mahal je. But harga dia berpatutan. I terus ambik set pot sbb nmpk menarik and ada waffle. Yg bestnya kita boleh choose any flavour ice cream yg dia ada pastu ley choose sprinkles. Like mcm i nyer bley choose 3 ice cream and 4 sprinkles. Semua tak silap i less than rm30. Kira okalah. 

#3 Lokap Cafe

Mcm nama dia, konsep dia mmg mcm kt lokap sbb tingkap dia yg mcm kt penjara lah senang ckp. Mkanan dia ok. Pastu since dinding dia semua mcm black board so dia ada sediakn chalk for kita tok conteng, doddles or anything. Just let our imagination run wild. Cewah. But for now i think dia takde dh or maybe pindah tempat kot. Sbb the last i pegi dia tutup then cant find their FB anymore or dia stated yg dorng close for awhile or pindah. Tak pasti sbb my mom mmg favorite dia lokap cafe ni. 

#4 Homies by JWC

I mula2 tertarik dgn cotton dessert dia. Mcm yg i tunjuk kn gmbr tu. Tapi mkanan dia mmg tak menghampakan. Sedap cuma maybe a bit expansive lah. But its worthy. Nk lak suasana dia yg peaceful and alunan piano. Just nice if we take a cup of coffee with loved ones or just ourselves.

 

#5 Kilang Bateri

Ni mesti ramai tau. Bohong lah kalau tak tau. Kumpulan Hujan perform kt sini kot aritu. Serious ramai gila orng an dnk cari parking mmg susah like u guys kene parking kt tepi2 jln mcm gi uptown/downtown tu. Dia sgt byk kedai mkn n kedai buku n kedai baju.. ah pokoknya mcm2 lah. I tak gi yg kedai2 container kt situ sbb ramai sgt orng. Maybe next time. I just mkn kt stall2 akan2 food court gitu. Not bad actually. I mkn fish n chip baru rm5 tapi sgt kenyang n sedap. Actually stall dia byk2 yg comel2 n sedap n murah. Like seriously i nk gi lagi. Tak cukup gi semua kedai kt situ.

#6 Ecru Tuckshop

Yg ni paling murah and sedap. Like kau boleh dpt meatball setaraf ikea and cheaper. Every food is sedap2 belaka. Serious talk. Mmg akan pegi lagi. Nk lak dia takdelah jauh dri JPO. Balik lepas shopping2 tu ley singgah sbb kalo nk mkn kt kedai mkn yg kt JPO tu, takpayah. Dhlh bapak mahal mknan kt food court dia pastu ramai, beratur panjang. Pegilah Ecru Tuckshop ye :)

So thats all. Tak byk sbb tak cukup masa sbb wlaupun ber cafe hunting, we still go other places like Desaru and mana2 lah. Hihi.. But it wont stop here sbb kt JB tu byk lagi kedai yg tak try lagi, tak merasa lagi. So it will be more and more cafe hunting kt JB. Insyallah :)