Last saturday, i attend my close cousin getting engage. And suddenly... of course lah im going to make it about me.. Hahaha.. So, yeah the engagement. And there i was thinking, i dh smpai ke this phase ke? this era?
Actually, dh ada dua sedara i yg sama umur dgn i kahwin, ada anak dah pun. But since they all not close with me, like distant relatives so i tak ambik pusing sangat. I buat dont know and just enjoy my life. But this is along we are talking about. Yg memang rapat dri kecik. Yg memang suka sakat i. Yg memamg i je slalu boleh tahan kepala besar dia tu.
Yep. He's engage already to whom. Tak perlu ler i nk cakap sapa. Hahahaha...
Since my close friends semua masih sibuk struggle siapkan tesis, assignment and mungkin kerje, it never really occur to me that this age was like a perfect time to settle down. I still like tak percaya yang along nk kahwin dah and i am this age where most people are setting down and have kids of their own. Because i still like wondering what series to watch since greys anatomy, the catch and supergirl dah habis dah. And games of thrones akan main bulan 7 nanti. Lama lagi.
See... marriage just wasnt kick inside of me. Nak lak i takde calon. Nak lak i dgn joe memamg takde jodoh dah. So i malas lah nk fkir semua ni. In fact i was planning of not getting married ever. But then who us to decide. Macam mommy cakap, kalo jodoh datang, takkan nk tolak kot. Kalo joe, tak tolak lah kot. Hahahahaha... Takdelah memain je. Entahlah. For now i just nk focus on my studies, kerje and make me and my family happy. Tu je goal hidup i buat masa ni. Takde masa lah nk cinta cinta ni. Maybe to some other people finding love or a partner is a goal. But for me, it aint me.
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