Friday, January 13, 2017

To accept or not to accept

Well, thats a question... 

Alhamdulilah. I accepted in uitm. But somehow i tak make mind yet. It was either uitm or ukm. It was pretty hard to make this decision sebab nyer A) kt ukm i ada fiqah and some of fellow coursemate and B) i really really rasa nk sambung business course

Nampak tak how dilemma i was...


Bila fikir yg i dh get used dengan ukm nyer environment and it was so much easy dpt kolej kt ukm, makes me wanna stay in marine course in ukm. Or regret sebab tak apply business awal awal dlu. But then i feel like i need a new environment and meeting new people and learning something new, well, i makes me want to change to uitm and take business class... It was a very big decision to be honest.

You know what i think this time around? Joe. Yep, joe. Dlu pun pernah gak terlibat dgn dilemma ni psl nk pilih ukm or usm cuma courses dia tak jauh beza lah. And he was like super supportive and good listener. I know i probably should text him tapi entahlah. This time aroundthings have change and i takley dependable on him and he probably didnt care. Yeah whatever. 


Anyway, fiqah pernah ckp dlu masa teman i gi interview. Kalo Allah bagi kau dpt uitm, maybe tempat kau kt situ. It sadden me to leave fiqah all alone. Tapi tahlah, hati memang berat kt uitm dri dlu lagi cuma maybe tak expect dpat. I mean kalo tak dapat, senang kn nk buat choice? 

Well, things maybe hard for a year or less than that. But i will make it through. We all does right. Insyallah. Beside this is what i want. I remember told joe about this business dream i had masa tak tau nk apply apa waktu degree dlu wlaupun i sgt minat marine and my parents well like any other parents, prefer something cooler and usual. I told him my passion on business and he said that i can always further my study on business or take a 2nd degree or just go with it. Told ya he was great listener and good in giving advice sometime. So, insyallah this following march will be my new beginning. New environment, new people and new learning. 


Wish me luck awak awak...

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