Bringing back the classic of writting

I xtau npe but tetbe i rasa mcm cool gila kalo ada diary. Pastu each year diary kene sama. Meaning buku dia lah. Jenis, colour dia, semua kene sama. Wlaupun entry dlm dia berbeza. And of course the year. 1 buku 1 tahun wlaupun most of the buku tak habis pun, xsmpai the very last page gitu. Maybe separuh or almost nk abis. But still 1 year 1 diary.

Ni semua pengaruh cte Grey's Anatomy lah ni and maybe Gossip Girl. Sbb xsilap i lah i ada tgk satu episod yg showed that Blair ada a set of her diary. Byk gila wei n tersusun mengikut year n semua sama jenis buku dia. Sama lah mcm Ellis Grey yg tulis diary smpai diary dia ada dlm 2 kotak rasanya. Tpi like seriously bapak byk lah. Pastu sekrng anak dia baca. Kinda like a novel untuk anak dia padahal cte betul tu, reality. Mcm Christina Yang prnh ckp, "this was like a harry potter book i never had". Xsilap i lah dia ckp mcm tu.

Tpi point dia cool kan? For me lah. For korng, xtaulah. Laen orng laen pandangan dia kn. Dlu before starting blog, i had like a bunch of diary. Sejak umur i 11 years old kot. I started to write on a diary. Wlaupun ble baca balik sumpah kelakar wei. Nmpk sgt xmatang time tu. Ape je tah i merapu and meroyan kt dlm tu. But it was fun. Looking back to the past and just laugh about it u know. The feelings different in the future than the past. Mungkin masa i tulis tu i tgh marah ke or sedih ke. But when we read it now, mesti terlintas kt kepala otak tu, "oh my apalah yg i membebel ni" or "seriously i wrote that? wow.". 

See, cool gila kn? So who knows tetbe new year nnti i start tulis diary and onwards. Each year one diary but diary yg sama design n colour. Pastu nnti ble dh tua2 xtau apa nk buat dh. Ley ler baca balik dgn husband or kucing if i end up being a cat lady. Pastu gelak and imbau kenangan lama. Cewah. Or maybe my kids can read it and laugh about it like "what was my mom thinking?" or "i never knew she was that wild back then". 

Ceit, jauh betul aku mengelamun ke hadapan. Haha.. Ok, so, we see. First kene cari buku yg sesuai dulu lah. Yg boleh dpt every year wlaupun i ske bnde rare. But if not xpe. A diary is a diary kan. Tpi masih ragu2 sbb yelah i ni kan ske stalk diri sendiri, ske baca balik apa i post. Kalo kt blog, i could read it before i go to sleep, even when the lights are off. Kalo kt buku, kene lah bkk lampu balik. Pastu kene sorok. Nnti orng laen baca. Kt blog boleh private kn if xnk orng baca. N boleh tipu kita nyer identity. Kalo buku, orng boleh kenal tulisan kita n kalo kte sorok dkt barang2 kita dh sah2 ler kita punyer. Tpi xpelah. Ceq cuba ceq cuba. Haha.. 

But i never forget to update my blog. Cuma mungkin akan makin jarang lah. People change and we just have to keep up. :)