To people who being let down by other people

After awhile, i learn that people will eventually come and go in your life. What you had now you may or may not going to have in next 10 years or 10 year ago. I mean, you met new people everyday throughout your journey. Some just to say hello and some will stay and knew you quite well. Either way. And then there are those people in your past. Who you know them too well. Who you had shared a laugh, a smile or even shed some tear together. But people change to someone they never say they will ever be or maybe they change to someone they are suppose to be. 

I hates goodbye. I truly truly hate it. I even hate break up and separation or anything in between. But that's life. Like i say people come and people go in our life. And we will face it throughout our life. That is why we need to learn how to let them go. If they meant for us, they come around. I know the heart break was suck but its okay. Cry until there are no tears streaming down, screaming until you lost your voice, curse or whatever to fill the satisfaction. Do anything to make you feel better again. But whatever it is dont you ever lose yourself. Dont you ever give up. I know its going to feel like the end of the world. Life suck but that's life. Boo-hoo! Suck it up. Be a man. 

I lost a few people in my life. Friends, foes or families. Some i was glad i finally walk away with but there are some that i wish i could fix it. But honestly there was nothing i could do except accept what it is and let them go. I could blame everyone around me like i always do but that wont make them come back. I could even blame myself. But it just the way it is. So, I just wish them the best and may Allah protect them and ease them in everything they do.

The past, they teach me lot of things. One of it was learn to let people go. And believe that whatever happen, its cool. If it meant to be, they come around eventually. Just like Joe. Well, i didnt meant the romantically. I value our friendship even more than the feeling i had towards him. He's my best guy friend, he was my soulmate, he was a part of me. I do not know what kind of love i had towards him but i do love him very much and if i ever need to lose him, at least make me sure that there are someone who was nice to take good care of him coz he could be handy, complicated and egoistic. Who could ever stand that? I sendiri pun rasa mcm nk hempuk je kepala dia tu kekadang. (Nnti raya i mintak maaf kutuk u kt blog i tau. Haha..) Looking back i never could believe that i am here right now, surround myself with awesome and lovely people who love me. 

Whatever rubbish and merepek-ness i ckp kt atas tu. Point is, life is hard and they could be an asshole or a bitch sometime. But dont ever give up. Stand up tall and show that you are strong and powerful. And it was okay to feel weak or needy or shed a few tears. Its alright okay. Pick some powerful anthem song to give you some mood and energy. And in life you will meet lots of people that going to help you and also to bring you down. You going to meet lots kind of people. If you ever been backstabber, well, STAB THEM BACK!!! In front. With your blade of glory, your gunshot of succeed and bomb of happiness and smile gases. That will kill them. And if you ever been leave, its okay. Let them go. You will meet someone even better in the future. Insyallah. Trust me. And who knows, if it meant to be, they will come back, if they meant for you, they come around. Be patient. Just enjoy the roller-coaster called life. And always always bear in mind that whatever happen, its cool. 

“Allah knows who belongs in your life and who doesn’t. Trust and let go. Whoever is meant to be there, will still be there.”

—	(via islamicrays)