People might think that im pretty good in keeping whatever i felt inside or making a fake face or whatever. The truth was that im not really good in it. Im not. It just that when im around with those people who i love, who meant a lot to me, i tend to forget all those pain, all those sadness and all those heartbreak i feel inside. That is why i look crazy and happy-go-lucky kind of girl. To be honest i am not exactly a strong person as you may seem. I get my down sometime and anger. But somehow those emotion just disappear when im with my love ones. Sbb tu ble i lepak ngan my family and the girls, i nmpk ceria je. I could crack jokes, be annoying, do silly think and laugh at my own jokes and people jokes also, of course. If not it will seem rude.
But when im alone.. thats when the dangerous things always happen. I mean, leaving me with my own thoughts, it just... it could be dark.. bcoz i nie jenis yg overthinking. I like to view myself in different situation. And sometime when im alone, i start to miss people... Especially those who left without goodbye or without the famous last word.. And masa tulah lagu patah seribu dok maen kt mp3 nie.. Lols..
Anyway, wlaupun i siap a few assignments i and wlaupun i xstudy fizik lgi for tomorrow mid exam which i akan buat lepas nie. But i think i did spent my holiday well. I xplan nk bwat pape pun. I just want to spend my time with my love ones. And i dpt. Alhamdulilah. Lepaking with the girls, catching up things and gossiping. Planning probably our girls trip. Insyallah. N be crazy about lip cream which nadia dh order kn kot. I nk amsterdam kay kak long.. Hehe.. N mkn2 n jln2 with my parents n baby brother. Kokopelli was like so awesome. Simple but maybe a bit pricey. But i really do love the restaurant sbb dia rumah yg dibuat jdi restaurant. So go imagine it in ur head. Thanks a million time to mommy and abah sbb layan anak dara dia yg super annoying nie. Hehe.. N to farah n nadia sbb lyn kegilaan i and bwak i jln2.. I love u all so much. Muahxx2 my love ones. Xoxo :)