People said that mistake make who we are today. And i say mistake make us realize who our friends are and who our enemy are.
It happen to me a years ago i think. I said things like i didnt mean it. I was tired and blah blah blah. Yeah, u must be thinking like kalo xnk lyn aku xpelah. But the thing about me is that wlau mcm mana xnk pun, i just have to. And i hate wearing my fake face that time. So, they read it. Somehow. I pun actually xtau sape yg nk dtg that time. and i pun x[erasan dorng ada follow i kt twitter. So yeah i said it.. just like that. And tetbe baru perasan i kene bash teruk. Haha.. but that time xdenya nk gelak. terkejut n marah n i dont know.. but they said something.. something that they shouldnt know. it was suppose to be family thing. but they know and i xrapat ngan dorng. that time i realize i just meet my musuh dlm selimut. surprise. tpi mmg time tu ada gak lah tpikir my twiter lantaklh kn.. and thankful sbb if these thing didnt happen, i wouldnt know they were like that. seriously. who will ever thought??
And when i met those wrong guy i been with. i know they wrong. but mcm angah ckp cinta tu buta.. n yeah i was blind and eventhough i thougt they were the one.. ececeh.. not all lah.. some of it.. mcm ashraf.. i wasnt saying that they are all a mistake. i was really grateful meeting and knowing them. i learn so much from each of them. i ada baca dlu this quote.. every person we meet is like a new chapter for us. and when they decide to leave it was like we already finish that chapter and its time to go to the next chapter. Get it?
And those people who i put too much hope and trust with. it was really a big mistake. maybe thats why my trust circle is getting smaller. i always easy on people. trusting them. but then they acted like trash. using me whenever they need it. i wont say who. but you know who you are. thats why im really good in wearing my fake face it work most of the time.
But whatever. what past is past. i move on somehow somewhere. but i meet lot of new people along the way. and i never learn form my mistake actually. but yeah, mistake make who we are now. and realize who our friend and enemy are. but i wont stop making mistake. i am no perfecto you know. im just a regular girl-next-door who wish to be carrie bradshaw.. haha.. dh.. ape aku merepek nie.. :)