Mommy said im heartless. Like seriously im heartless? I am the most kinda hearted person when the time is right okay.
It all started bcoz my mom ask me about faris whom she call mr saga bcoz he drive saga. My mom ask lah yg test chinese aritu dia dtg ke. I ckp lah of course lah dia dtg. Test kot. Then i blurt out psl dia dduk dkat2 ngan i time exam tu. Blakang i je kot. Pastu dia adalah say sorry yg dia xdtg bape aritu sbb busy ngan assignment dia. I ckplah kt my mom yg i xtnye pun dia npe dia xdtg. And ble dia ckp mcm tu. I just ckp ok xpe.
And sbb tu je my mom ckp i heartless. How dare you?
I got heart okay. If not, i didnt fall in love or feel pity about animals and old people. Or crying when good character died in the movie.
Or maybe i am heartless. Maybe it has been a long time since im with someone. So i kinda lose all those happy-do-that-thing stuff while i was with someone. Ala, yg lovey-dovey things tu lah. I mean seriously when i thought about having a bf and everyday n everymoment texting, i was like, xbosan ke? ckp ape je? like seriously ada topik menarik ke? Funny coz i've been there long time ago. But now i lose all sense of it.
Maybe i need to find someone who can remind me what it feels like doing that 'stuff'. Maybe all those love story just not enough bcoz after all, life is not like the movies.
But sometime it was good u know to have a happy ending somewhere. Even if it just in our dream or in the movie or books or something. It was really good.
But i need reality check. seriously.