Seriously i think i am going crazy. Nie kalo daftar diri kat hospital bahagia nie mmg dapat masuk. I rase sgt gila coz i cant stop thinking about him. Sikit2 je tersenyum sorng2, then bila tersedar, rse mcm tah pape lak. Bnde nie smue start semlm bila die tetbe maen gitar depan aku and pndang aku. I felt something but it was stupid. Smue nie sgt bodoh okay. Perasaan nie pun sgt bodoh. Ugh! Dan ckp perkataan bodoh nie byk kali mmg salah aku tahu. Tapi bnde nie smue mmg bodoh.
Mcm mne lah aku bley ske kat mamat nie. I mean mase pule2 jumpe tu die mmg good looking and so my type tpi mcm nahh.. But now, i really2 like him. Oh my, what am going to do??? I started imaging stuff about him and he keep bugging me in my head.
Entahlah, sejak dah break ngan ashraf kan, every time i got a feeling to someone and i start senyum sorng2 kan, i feel kinda stupid. And perasaan nie sgt bodoh.
Npe lah die gi maen lagu carta hati depan aku. Maybe die xmaksud kan kot. But why did i felt something. And tetbe tah mcm mne i blurted out pasal aku suke tulis lirik and he was like okay, nnti ley lah buat lagu saya. Ye, he was the guy that i didnt use i and you. But saya and awak. Saya rse special tetbe. Buat lagu die! Okay nasuha.. focus. Hmm...
Oh btw, die ade talk about number and rase nyer die nak kasi nombor die kat aku tapi aku nie ley lak buat donno je. Nie masalah aku yg pling besar. When i like someone so bad, bila die ckp something yg penting, aku bley buat donno mcm bnde tu xpenting sedangkan bnde tu lah yg pling pling penting okay! Ugh! Stupid me! Kenyataan okay. Bnde nie dah byk kali terjadi. Ade mase tu aku ade minat kt sorng mamat nie yg aku pnggil abg kedai top up since die mmg jaga kedai top up tu. And ade satu hari tu mase aku nk blah lepas aku dah top up. Die bukan ckp bubye tau, die ckp bnde laen yg aku mmg dengar tapi dengar sambil lalu je. Maksud die, dengar tapi xsempat masuk ke dalm telinga dan seterusnya ke otak tok diproseskan. Bila aku tnye ape die, die ckp xde pape. Pastu tersenyum2. Smpai sekrng aku xtau ape die ckp. Kalo lah ade time machine ley gi mase tu and tau ape die try ckp. Haish...