Sunday, May 29, 2011

i mean it...

I've been living in my fairytale.. hehe.. JOKING! But somehow i am still believe taht one fine day, my prince charming will come into my life and well, i am not going to say 'they lived happily ever after'. But somehow i am hoping it turn out the way.. hehe.. ;)

Ok2, the whole story is i am waiting for my PC.. No, it is not PC the laptop. It was PC the charming. hehe. :D I've been create him in my head somehow. hehe. ye, gle! well, i am not imagine his outside but his inside..

I was imagine and listed the type of guy i want or what PC must have actually.. As i was imagine it, compared it and example it.. it was all somehow lead me to YOU! Yeah, you!

You always acted romantic to me tpi xlh smpai ke jiway. eventhought sometime u ske beri i ayat2 yg i sendiri xphm. i mean, ayat yg mcm sindiran and puisi gitulh. and you always make laugh about the jokes you make eventhought sometime it wasnt that funny, but somehow i still laugh at it. i hate to admit this but i really thought u were like me. just a kid that came from a simple and sederhana. but i was wrong. when i first came into you house, i admit i was surprise. kau kaya rupanya. npe kau xprnh bgitau ek? i am not saying i am some kind of pisau cukur. i pn actually hate rich people coz yelh, dorng mostly a spoil brat rich kid. contohnya mcm muiz. gosh, perangai mcm nk kne baling kuali kt rumah aku je kot. berlagak nk mampus! ble ssh bru cri aku. pastu mintak tolong xmunasabah lngsung! F##K gle ah die tu!! tpi u laen. u never brag about it. u always stay low-profile. and thats why i like to be friend with you. i love when you pick a fight with me and sometime arah aku. well, let just say that i've been watching Boys Over Flower a lot till i somehow wish Junpyo character had in PC. you a very simple person. you always there for me whenever i need you. u had been a good listener for me for 5years. and you give me strength when ashraf dump me. i still remember that time when ashraf told me that i was crying when he left me. it got my thought coz how would he know? he was not there. you the one who see and hear me cry. i noe i might looks stupid that time. i mean cry for a guy. but u never thought that way. instead you advise me. you told me to cry sepuas2nya. and i did. yes i did. i follow you and somehow i always remember that advise of yours. most of all, i felt comfortable when im around you and you make me feel like i want to know bout you more and more eventhought i know most thing about you. i mean, come on, we share lots of thing together. we know we both hate and love. i felt so special when im with you. i mean it.

haha.. xcye aku tulis byk nie psl kau je? psl PC aku. haha.. i know my PC will be somehow i dont know or i may know. i try not to hope you be my PC but somehow deep down inside me i want you to be my PC. and i really2 mean what i say.

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