So... Aku xtau npe aku tetbe nk sgt tgk profile joe. Ok, maybe aku rindu die?? Mungkin ah... Lgipn tdi die call n aku ley lak xperasan. Pergh! Melepas deh! Nielh gara2 gi ltak silent.. Cari bala tol. Xpe, maybe next time kn?? Hehe..
Ok2, u never guess what i saw in his profile??? He's single.. Again.. Haha... But seriously that doesn't mean he's available right?? haha.. aku xtau npe aku gembira?? wait, aku xley ske die. AKU JUST XBLEY!! Dont ask why?? Aku tau aku dh ckp aritu yg aku nekad nk tunggu die. Tpi ble fikir blik.. Bley ke aku tunggu?? I mean i never done that before, tunggu seorang lelaki?? Haha.. Dorng yg slalu tunggu aku actually.. And think again, was it worthy?? Seriously.. I didnt feel like he meant for me.. I dont know why.. I just didnt. Its weird i know. But that the fact.. Tapi satu je yg pelik.. I felt or might know that he didnt meant for me but why did my mouth keep saying he's mine??? Pelik kn?? N tsgt2... keliru..
Aritu aku sengaja bukak fon lme aku (ok, fine, aku ade 2 fon, so what?). Then, aku bce blik all msg yg pernah joe antr.. N aku xtau npe tetbe aku trus rindu gle thap gaban kt die!!! Ati aku rse sakit sgt mcm nk jerit je n rse die sme mcm Ashraf dump aku sethun yg lalu tpi what make it different is that ati aku sakit tpi aku bley senyum smpai ke telinga n ape yg aku nk serit is that, 'SAYA SUKA AWK!'. Haha... Pelik kn?? Memandangkan nk pukul 1pgi mse tu ( ye,aku tdo lmbt. So what? Cuti beb!), n maybe smue orng nk tdo n xde sape akn dpt dgr luahan ati aku time tu, aku pn gi msg aku joe tpi die xblas.. Well, die exam n i forgot.. hehe.. Xpe2.. Next time...
Tpi seriously, if i had guts to said it, i really would but i didnt...
N if i could, i really will, but i can't..
Ugh!!! Dilemma!!!
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