The bragging parents

Am i looks like an easy target? Am i looks so naive that you can push me around whenever you want? Like seriously, why you gotta be so mean?

 

I know we had a history long time ago. I already apologize and i know that we both never really move on. Im not blind and neither are you. Everytime we shake hand or hugging or kissing or whatever, we just try to be nice and fake to other people. So orng xkn tau apa sebenarnya terjadi. N wlaupun masa tu, well, i masih dianggap budak2 lagi. Mmg rasa bersalah gila that time. But then it hit me. I xsebut nama pun masa i tweet bnde alah tu. Korng yg nk sentap, nk terasa, nk meroyan bagai. N sbb tu i mintak maaf. Nk kata menyesal tu, xde lah sgt. Bcoz it show me that these kind of people exist. Yg selama ni stalk kau, kumpul semua maklumat ttg kau xspecially yg buruk nyer, n ble kau buat salah sket je, kau akan dijatuhkan. To be really honest, bnde tu kecik je. N kau boleh lupakn je kot. Tpi x, you have to make it a big scene. Dramatic gle. Mungkin sbb tu kau rasa diri kau tu powerful sgt. Or maybe bcoz you thought i owe you bcoz you forgive me. Kalo xnk maafkn pun xpe. Kalo xske i pun xpe. I x hadap sgt lah. Bcoz seriously what did i get for ampu you? Nothing right. So i got nothing to lose. 

Lagi satu perlu ke nk brag psl anak kau nk kahwin. Just bcoz dia sama umur ngan i. Like seriously, i dont give a fuck. Yelah. Kau nk brag psl anak kau kahwin muda, kahwin dlu dri aku. Sedangkn aku ni still single mingle forever alone. Aku x heran lah wei. Atas2 aku tu pun blum kahwin lagi. N like i said before i am not ready. Sbb i mmg rasa for now i rasa i xboleh nk share anything with people for the rest of my life. And i x ready for commitment and responsibility. For now, aim i just nk graduate, had a good job, smbung master or PhD, go travel somewhere, dpt beli rumah n kete, dpt buat my parents proud and happy. I just wanna have fun and live while we are young. I nk spoil kn diri i  n my parents and adik. Why rush? 

The whole point is anak kau ready. Aku x. Nk jadi gf joe pun aku x ready. Ni lak nk kahwin. No thank you. I dgn joe ada ckp psl bnde ni dlu. And the way i see it he is not ready himself either. And we both agree on ada jodoh ada. If xde kteorng stay kwn. I love joe and i want him to be the one, i want to spent the rest of my life with him. Cuma satu je. I xyakin. I xtau apa i nk. Sbb kalo i tau. I wouldnt do what i do. I kinda confuse right now. I kinda lost. I love him but its complicated. And im a mess. N kalo i xjumpa jodoh i, i akan stay forever alone, single till jannah, its ok. It really is. As long as i xmenyesal. Tu je. 

So, if you wanna brag on my face. Go ahead. Coz i dont give a fuck.