Fixing a wounded heart

Break up with the one you thought you gonna spend the rest of your life is or being cheated and lie to by someone you trust or worst, letting go the people that matter to you the most. Fixing a broken heart wasnt easy. Even Rome was not built in a day. Everything takes time and everything need some faith and patience. Slowly2 nnti kte akan realize yg things happen for a reason and that we are fine now. We are strong af. What doesnt kill you makes you stronger.

Mcm i ckplah semua takes time. Even now i xsangka slowly2 i forget about ashraf. That i was finally move on. Of course adalah rindu2 sket pastu syg tu ada tpi xmcm dlu. He was my first love and 3 years bkn masa  yg singkat. I know him too well like he know me when something is wrong. And i snang ckp ngan dia. I dh terbiasa ngan dia. Tpi tok menyulam kasih yg lama, yg makin pudar tu, idak ler. We stay as friend and only that. For joe.. masih baru. I still picking up the pieces. Tpi i caya, everything takes time. One day i wake up and everything will be ok. Lgipun i n joe pun bkn official sgt. So no worries lah. Broken heart tu adalah. But love need sacrifice sometime. Xspecially when it just not meant for you. Its okay. Sometime you gotta let go the person you love so that they can be happy even though you wasnt the reason why anymore. 

So, in order to fix a wounded heart. As for me, i selalunya akan bkk lagu patah seribu smpai i puas hati or dh bosan dgr lagu tu baru i move on to lagu yg laen. Pastu i akan baring, pdang ceiling smbil dgr lagu2 tok hiburkan hati i. Hibur ke? More to suram kot. Bila rasa mcm dh ok sket, i akan bkk lagu happy2 or lagu yg mcm strong female lah. Lagu2 dh move on. Pastu i dance smpai i penat. 

 

As for food, kalo i tgh sedih, no food can bring me happiness. Tpi ice cream terkecuali kot. Then i need to have a vacation and it needs to be pulau or yg ada laut n pasir semestinya. I just want to be alone. Nnti ble i dh ok, i be around. Just give me time. Just like i give my heart a break. Ohmaigot. That reminds me, i need to go out. Like seriously, out somewhere where i would at least think about something else other than joe. Ada sape2 nk ajak saya keluar x? Hehe..

Just wanna shared these kind of thing as a self reminder to dear old self or dear future me. Bende basic je pun. Im sure semua dh tau and alami. Or you had your own perspective on how to handle it or which you favorite thing to do. I wont judge. Different people, different view. So dont criticize me. Thats all.