Great Conversation

It feels great to have a very good conversation with someone. And its been a long time too. So i kinda forget what it really make me feel. Lately, the missing part is getting worse and the only song i heard was Jauh. Dh upgrade sket drpd patah seribu. And the worst part of it all was that all those memories came rushing back like hurricane. Disaster. All i did every night was staring at the ceiling in total darkness, thinking about those good old times and a very very clique sad songs played in the background. Yep. How i actually spent the night.

But then, as i was rambling this to my roommate. And she was like, just text him. And i was like, no, he's busy, i dont want to get in his way. But then tah mcm mne playlist aku ley maen lagu Brave. And i text him. Xley second thought coz it will ruin the moment. And i dh ready physically and mentally dh. Lagu Jauh pun dh siap terpasang. Just in case.

Of course, in any clique story. He replied. And i feel glad. So yeah we talked until late night. And the best part of it all, i got the old him. And suddenly all those missing just feel paid off. Bcoz that was what I've been missing at all this time. The old him. And i feel much much better. 

And it just not end there. We talked most of the day. And i was so afraid that im gonna hate him or feel bored or apa2 yg sewaktu dgnnya. Sbb to be honest, i kinda feel these thing lately. Like i easily get bored. But maybe bcoz we talked different thing every day, we picked a fight, talk about our problem, agree on something, talked about our interest and looking back to how we first met. Maybe that's why i feel comfortable around him. 

Its funny how he keep surprise me everytime. I mean, dlu kteorng borak psl samping berjam2. Samping je tau. This time we talked about vintage/antique things/junks. Smue start drpd vespa hitam dia tu. Last2 smpai ke jln Dhoby, kedai mkn vintage. Smpai i tertidur dgn pgang fon lah snang ckp. I nyer case lah. Its been awhile. Sbb slalunya i akan off je data fon i n put aside. But not this time. We got lot to talk to.

Then tetbe he get all this touchy. Telling me when we first met. Looking back to good old times. Talking about our 1st fight, psl gaduh smpai putus kwn. *chuckles. He's weird yet sweet sbb ingt bnde alah tu smue. Or he just want me to feel bad sbb i xbpe nk ingt. I btul2 ingt 2007 but since he said 2006. Fine. Almost 9years we've been friends. And i harap sgt smpai ble2 pun we will going to be friends just like the girls. The weird thing is he didnt believe in BFF. He didnt even call me as one of his bff. He call me his 'special friend'. Aww.. Special lah sgt. Haha.. And who he is to me? My teman terlebih mesra as i would like to call everytime people questioning psl our friendship and wlaupun farah n mai xske ngan statement ni. But he is my teman terlebih mesra. 

So yeah, great conversation. Where we just talked about mostly everything. Naturally. We started from A then end up to Z, like how it get there. Regardless how late it was. And it was as if we own the night.  Or as if we were living in our own world, our pretty awesome crib. And no one to disturb coz they dont really understand. It was just our things. Even the merepek ness topik. Like kalo orng dgr mcm apa lah yg dorng merapu ni, bosan gle, tah pape. But that what make us, us. Original. Like i say our things. You, me, and this great conversation. So thank you for "humor" me this week. I appreciate it. And  welcome back the old you.  :)