Bad Blood

You cant fix things that already broken. That was the rule or the fact i think. But somehow people took least attention of it. Bcoz they thought they can fix it in any other way. But it cant. Really. The only way to fix it is where both parties play their role perfectly, make amends and compromise. But if they cant, all ur hardwork on fix it was wasted. Obviously. 

I know last few years things was great. But people change and so does the heart. The thing is last few years had a problem too but somehow we all tend to just forget about it. It wasnt really that big of the deal. But this time around, it was a big deal. It was. Sbb kalo x, i still can make my fake face around them. Yeah, no one can differentiate it actually. Sbb mommy pun ckp im good at it. But this time around im tired of using my fake face around them. It such a waste sbb orng mcm dorng patut dpt ayat sarkastik dri aku and my honest menyampah face.

They said family is family. Sibling is sibling. Air yang dicencang xkn putus. Blah blah blah. You dont know the full story, the real deal. To be honest, mungkin sebelum ni xnmpk sbb smue pndai pura2. Tpi semua ada limit kn. And beside sapa remove sapa dlu kt fb tu? Childish gle kot. Tu zaman aku masa form1 or 2 kot. It was like so last year. Sekrng ni orng dh xmaen sgt lah remove2 block2 unless yg jenis obvious stalker and bapak annoying gle. Tpi kalo x ske tu buat xtau je. Lgipun aku mmg jarang on fb so mmg xlah nk stalk ke apa. Buang masa dowh. Xspecially orng mcm kau. 

And if you really wanted to go on with the vacation wlaupun yg laen that specific only the group only. Tpi kau tunjuk pndai. Be my guest and invite them. I dont mind. Coz i wont be there. Ever. It was a vacation, it was suppose to be fun. Tpi fun apanya kalo sorng pndang kiri, sorng pndg kanan. Nk ckp to each other rasa mcm membazir air liur je. So better not kot. Either he was uninvited or i leave. Snang je kan. 

But think of it again. Nahh.. i wont go. Beside i akan bercuti sakan nnti kt penang. So thank you but no thank you.

Some broken relatonship just need to stay that way forever even that person meant so much to us before whether it was an old friend, old flame or family members. Somethings just meant to be broken and stay broken. So please understand it and accept it..