Cannot be replaced

Remember when we were kid and we lost our precious toys whether its a teddy bear or favorite toy car. And our parents will bought us the new one to replace it. And even if its not the same. You were so happy to have it and forget the old one. But we were talking about the non living things here. Maybe it was the age, the mentality. Yelh. Time kecik mana fikir apa2 sgt. Nangis ble something broken or hilang. But happy ble dpt yg baru. And even if its a living thing, we didnt really remember. We easily forget. I guess. We were so little that time.

But thats not my whole point.
So just forget about it.

I know it was so soon and it wasnt that i wanted to forget her or replacing her. Fyi, she will never be replace. She was my everything and the very 1st love as i like to call. But well, kwn my mom i just give us new kittens. Yep. Kittens with the 's'. I got 3 kittens. Actually we just want 2, one female and the other is male. But since the owner ckp kesian tgk yg male tu tpisah ngan adik kandung dia, he just give us 3. So now 2 male and 1 female lh. Porak peranda lh umah aku. Haha.. But since they were little and not get along, we rarely bwak dorng kluar. Dorng mostly dduk dlm cage. Unlike nancy. Yg bley gi mana2 je sesuka hati dia. I miss her though.

To be honest, even with the new one around, i still miss her. I still feel her around me. I still feel she was there, do things she do and watching me. And i still cry. Even now. I still look at her picture and cry. I miss her. I miss everything about her. I wish i could turn back the time. I wish i could save her. I wish a lot of things. But i know what past is past. I couldnt change it. I couldnt go back. I just had to simply accept qada' n qadar. Redha with everything that has been writtin.

 Okay nasuha stop.

Sorry. Got carry away.
Anyway, the new one x diambik gmbr lgi sbb mmg ske blari. Kecik lgi kn. So phm2 lh. 

Till again.