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Eh2. Byk lak nk update mlm nie.. Haha.. Kalo xtau nk tulis ape mmg menyepi je. Ble idea dtg mencurah2, xmau berhenti. Mentang2 ada gap 10 hari. Sokay, i keep it short and simple. Maybe. No promises.

Okay2.. i nie kn ske berfikir n observe. So, all this while, well, i ada dislike someone. Sbb i rasa dia sgt annoyong n just dtg ble perlukn help je n sgt selfish, bleh bleh bleh. Or maybe sbb terpengaruh dgn yg laen kot. Kdg2 tu actually a part of me forgive everything she ever done and just nk let go. Lets start a fresh. Tpi mcm biasalh. Ble dgr mulut orng dok ckp, yg i lak dok dgr je n caya. I take it all back.

But now, enough with the negativity. Kalo i bley maafkn joe and just forget. N do the same thing kt ashraf. Why cant i do the same to her? So yeah im going to let go and start a fresh. Pastu i tpkir. Maybe there are reason why she acted the way she is. Maybe dlu ada orng buat jahat kt dia or ada orng sakitkn hati dia. Anything kot. Sbb tu dia mcm bitch and heartless. I fkir smue tu sbb i pun mcm dia jugak kot. I mean there are reason npe i heartless or ckp ikut sodap mulut je. After all there are difference between being an asshole and acted like an asshole. Lgipun she's not bad. She just.. rebel kot. But i wish the best for her.

Ye, wlaupun i nmpk soft ble baca statement kt atas. But i was hard actually. Sebenarnya ada orng yg kte ley forgive n forget, ada yg kita ley forgive n ada yg kte lngsung xley forgive and forget. N dlm hidup i, ada je manusia yg tergolong dlm group ke 3 tu. Orng mcm tu mmg xkn berubah. Nk sangka baik pun xbley sbb dh terang xperlu menyuluh. N i dont hate them. I just dislike. Hate is a strong word n i try to avoid it. Tpi tulah. Golongan yg ke 3 tu mmg selalu dpt honest face dri i. Nk buat poker face pun xbley. Sbb dh tahap menyirap. So, take it or leave it jelah. But of course most of the time i try to avoid. Afterall, silence is a bliss. I mean if u had nothing nice to say, dont say nothing at all. N thats why i did. Most of the time.

Xoxo..