I was nice going out with the girls. Lama xjumpa. Rindu giler beb. Aritu farah n nadia ajak kluar, i mmg nk kluar pun kot pastu... phm2 jelah the drama i make in my head. Haha.. But then lepas tdi, i realize, it was all i ever need. Dorng penawar hati i. They do not need to listen to my story, i just need them to be there. Mcm joe.. silly me..
Kali nie lepak kt kedai parents nadia je.. Senang dh sekrng, dh ada tempat lepak baru. Hehe.. nadia belanja lak tu.. thanks nadia.. syg kak long.. mai mmg vvip abis.. mmg ada share betul ngan parents nadia.. the last person to come. penat menunggu mai dtg.. perut pun dh lapaq. sebaik call tnye dia dh mkn ke.. dia ckp dh, smue cepat2 ambik nasi.. yelah, xlunch lgi.. nadh bring someone.. well, i know u want to take slow.. but it was nice to see you happy again. im happy too. for you.
And yeah, i need farah as usual.. sbb dia pling fhm kot.. haha.. since naik kete ngan dia.. we talked.. a lot.. and i talked about joe.. we talked almost everything actually.. and it was really really good. this is what i need. maybe kwn i maksud kn nie kot. seek some help. yg dia nasihatkn i mcm i nie ambik dadah je. bcoz she know i slalu cte kt farah. i mmglah ada cte kt dia. tpi xmcm i cte kt farah and joe. but since ngan joe ada probs, i only had farah.. so u get the point..
i cte kt farah psl my mom ckp i heartless. farah ckp sket lah. syg, sket pun mmg dh tunjuk i nie mmg heartless. maybe i am heartless. well, pain did to people. i mean they change. i xmaksudkn yg broken hearted tu smue. i maksudkn yg psl i kene judge giler2 tu. well, they judge and say things mcm i nie xde perasaan. so, now im really heartless, say whatever you want bitch. sorry, got carry away. maybe for now, this is who i am. heartless. maybe one day i change. maybe one day i met someone that can change me. again. but for now, this is me. i say things i feel and think. kdg2 xthink sgt pun. more to rasa. farah ckp kalo orng yg xphm sarcastic i tu mmg dh terasa gila dh.. i gelak je.. kalo terasa sape sruh.. dia mkn tomato dia lah rasa masam kn.. i cool je.. okay, xoxo.