Rescuing

So, i was so bored and browse into youtube. Yeah, my life was pretty bored this past few weeks sbb xbyk assignment kot and kalo ada pun, im to lazy.. haha.. i am a fan of yuna. so, ble nmpk ada lgu or vid dia yg baru, mesti ah tgk kn.. so i listen to rescue song and i love it. i mean it was something i need it when i lose hope on life somehow. okay, mcm laen mcm je ayat tu. nevermind.

Like i say in  my previous post, i will be okay. and after listen to this song, i was better.

Like the lyrics, i do feel alone sometime. i feel like i wanna talk to someone but when i had, i just didnt feel like it. i just maybe need someone to be there only. they not necessary need to hear my story. I need to listen any crap they say and laugh out loud. so that i could forget what ever bad things in my life for a bit.

And i know that i always took granted on things and people. The things is i always thought they wont leave especially those who have been with me long enough that i put lots of trust and hope. Just like the girls.. just like joe.. i know my girl wont leave. you wont leave me right? haha.. you guys like a sister to me. i love you guys a lot. and joe... thanks for once being there for me.

I think lately nie i just love being alone. I feel like mai.. haha.. sorry mai.. no, i got friends in most class im in. i meet new people, making new friends. but sometime it feel good to be alone. like when i had different class with my roomate so i had to go alone. and somehow it feel really good. like i was spend time with me. and i really did kiss my fears goodbye. i mean, dlu i xske be alone. like i couldnt be alone. i need someone to company me. i feel weird everytime i be alone. everybody watching. it is not a best feeling. but now, i didnt care. i love being alone. im and independent babeh.. haha..

so yeah, i will be okay. i dont need rescuing. i'll be okay. :)