Sometime i feel like i was in denial. I lie to my heart and to everyone that i had no feelings towards him. But actually i do. Somehow. Deep down inside me. And i realize it everytime i talk about him, about us. I swear i could feel my cheek burn and how gleeful my face really are. And whenever i had a converstion with him, i could feel butterfly in my stomach. It feels weird and i keep deny it as i dont want it to happen. But sometime, i do hoping we were meant for each other in the future.
People keep saying how nice we were as a couple and how they know we will end up be an item. And i hate to admit it, i was wishing it was true. I dont about you. You had once brought it up but you say it wasnt good coz we both keep missing up. And i agree with you coz somehow i saw it too. But i feel all this stupid argument we had always make us closer. It was like all this fighting make this relationship interesting. Well, i dont know about you.
I go with the flow. If it was meant to be, i will meant to but for now, all i could do is hoping that you be mine in future or i will find my one in the future and erase this doubt confusing feeling that built inside me somehow.
