Love make us do stupid thing. And first love is unforgettable. I knew those thing coz it usually happen to me and use to happen to me. But what if we fall for someone wrong and he was our first love? It was unbreakable. I never forget ashraf. And sometime i do miss him and the 'what if' keep poping in my head. But i know things happen for reason. Maybe we werent meant for each other. Or maybe we were, but not now. I dont know. What i do know, i will just stick with the flow. Wherever it takes me. :)
But this post isnt about me. Those just an intro.
So, just found a very shocking news yesterday and why do all my love one keep giving me heart attack? Sebaik xde lemah jantung tau. Haritu mai, now angah lak. What if i lose you? What if i never can share those embarrassment story with you? What if you never see me with amin? Angah, that was a nearly death experience and if i were you, i also still in trauma. But alhamdulilah smue okay. Smue selamat. Sebaik kereta tu je teruk. Okay, angah had an accident. Dgn trailer lak tu! Mne x gugur jantung i? Bygkn if things wasnt okay. I snaggup gi terengganu tu and left my study here. She was my sister. She the most important one and i swear i do anything for her. Tpi alhamdulilah smuenya okay. Ya Allah syukur.
Bnde yg xokay was his bf. Yeah. I hate his guts! Tau x angah dlm situasi mcm tu, dia bley pentingkn barbeque dia tu! Kang aku barbeque kau baru tau! He didnt even say how angah is or ape. Ya Allah, selfish nya hamba mu sorng nie. Seriously, i wish i could kill you. Kill you mcm cte SAW tu or maybe DEATH BELL. Anyway yg mmg kejam coz somehow you seem deserve it. You never treat her right and you never deserve her.
99% i slah kn mamat xgne tu and 1% i blame on angah. Why cant see listen to what i say? Why cant she take my advice? What cant she open her wide her eyes and see that he was wrong? Penat kot beri nasihat and bebel. Hmm.. I just pray that one day, ada sorng lelaki dtg dlm hidup angah and make her realize how jerk is mamat xgne tu and she deserve someone much more better. Thats all i hope full.
I guess, it was hard to convince someone who was madly in love and she was fall for her first love. So, at the end what i did was just sit and pray she realize it and it just matter of time whether it late or early..