Lately i've been ignoring my one only thing. I use to listen to it but now i stop. I dont know why. And i had been messed up since than.
So, i just found out my muet result and it wasnt good. I dpt band 3 je! Gosh. I deserve it. Yelah tgklh aritu i belajar. A night before! I deserve it. And beside susah kay! Essay dia mengarut and listening... ugh! betul ke english word yg aku dgr tu? or it just someone mumbling. Huh! Tapi bersyukur lah jugak sbb xdpt band 1 or 2. Maybe if i got either of it, i akan repeat. Serious! Dila, Joe and Syihan pun dpt band 3 and they planned to repeat. But i? I xtau. Dlm dilemma okay sekrng. I rasa mcm i need someone to really convince me yg i had or had not to repeat.
And luckily, my classmate, farah make me realize something today. She ask me what my heart saying. And i ckplah dia xnk sbb mmg masa i dpt tau semlm pun, i rasa mcm i xnk. Then, she told me, you should follow you heart. Maybe kalo hati you kata x, xlah. Maybe nie yg terbaik. And that moment i realize ive been neglect my heart and instinct sejak masuk kmj nie. Betul. And the weirdest part is, bila syihan nasihat i all that pasal i should repeat, i dont know why. Perkataan xnk tu lagi kuat drpd biasa.
Maybe it is for the best. Maybe.. just pray i make a right choice by listening to my heart. Tapi selama nie pun, the never never lied. Hehe.. Lagipun repeat dia nk dklt final kot. Kalo lepas final xpelah gak. Huh.. Maybe xkot.. eh,entahlah.. What do you say heart?