"Kalo kau still sebut2 pasal dia n still tulis pasal dia, n still lyn lagu patah seribu setiap kali kau rindu dia, kau xmove on lagi. Kau fkir kau dh move on tpi actually kau x. Tu satu trick yg kau buat diri kau fkir kau dh move on. Kau pengaruh otak n ati kau supaya dorng pun fkir sama mcm kau. Tpi kau silap sbb nape ble kau dgr lagu patah seribu kau rasa sedih pastu memori2 tu smue dtg menjengah? SBB KAU X MOVE ON LAGI!!!"
Aku sentap.
Betul lh apa dia ckp. Aku mmg xmove on lgi. Aku nk buat diri aku lpe kt dia n smue memori tu. But time take sweet time to erase him from my mind. Sbb kdg2 aku rasa mcm kalo nk lpe sorng tu kte kene bwat diri kita nie confident yg kte mampu lpe kn si dia. Apa omputih ckp. Work it till you make it ke apatah. Tpi mcm tulah. Tpi ble dgr lagu patah seribu, aku tewas. Hampeh betul. Penat2 aku bina tembok setinggi Great Wall of China, last2 roboh gak. Nie mesti gne brng2 jenama cap ayam nie. Aku tau nk move on tu bkn senang. It takes time. Lots of it. N sometime kita move on tanpa kita sedar. We woke up one fine day, suddenly nk dgr lagu happy love song, dance n sing a long. N tetbe radio tu tertukar lagu patah seribu. Kte nyayi tpi dia dh xdtg lgi dlm otak nie mcm dh terkunci rapat2 pastu kunci campak kt pacific ocean smpai jatuh kt marina trench. We finally clean.
Aku tau aku akan lpe kau one day nanti sama mcm aku berjaya move on drpd ashraf. But maybe sekrng not yet.
Haish. Ssh gak jadi pompuan nie kan. Nk move on, nk lpekn pun ssh. Tpi tulh realitinya. N tu yg aku n korng2 yg broken heart mcm aku nie ha kene alami. Hadap je lah. It takes time. Lama2 nnti okay lah. N kau xperasan pun kau dh move on. It was a sudden thing, same goes to fall in love.
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