We talked about our lives, the one, those dream..
Well, to be specific.. i ckp ngan dorng yg for now im not looking for anyone sbb i rasa mcm i still nk enjoy. i rasa mcm byk bnde i xbwat lagi. And yeah it seems nice to have someone yg ada interest mcm kita and we did all those fun thing that has been in my mind somehow. But the reality is i didnt find someone yg ada interest mcm i. okay. well, i did. but it was complicated and there. fullstop. i xmau ckp pasal dia. sbb everything i buat mesti i ingt dia. i tgk cte orng memancing je i ingt dia, memancing beb. i was totally need some help. serious help. To be honest i xske gi memancing. bosan bley x. i teman my dad and bro, i mcm ilang akal jap. tpi okay lgi lah kot drpd i fkir psal dia je i rasa mcm i nk hentak kepala i kt dinding. okay. stop. im good.. mcm dh lari dri topik kan.. so i shall stop..
anyway, farah same as i.. maybe sbb situasi kteorng sama kot.. ye ke farah? tpi nadh n mai rasa mcm they do not ape lgi fun things to do or enjoy.. well, fyi you both.. u guys dh jumpa someone yg buat korng gelak and senyum. and you guys learn a lot of new things by doing things that he likes or you likes. to be honest, i rindu buat bnde tu smue.. last guy was ashraf or joe.. tpi joe just a friend.. this getting deep.
okay.. my bucket list.. well, i just call it that since i ckp i rasa mcm byk lagi i nk buat kan.. well, i want to travel. around the world maybe. tpi byk bajet nk kluar.. maybe just travel with my besties. mcm dlm cte the hoppers tu. and i wanted write novel. i baru perasan i ada tulis dlu. tpi x abis pun. baru satu page kot. pastu aritu tnmpk ada contest under mph lah. tpi dh terlambat dh. maybe i try next time. insyallah. or kalo x pun i can always antr manuskrip i kt buku fixi. and i xtau npe i tpkir i wanted to post my own song kt u tube.. tapi2 jgn nk label i tiru yuna lah, najwa latif lah, aina tasnem lah.. bcoz maybe i just put a blank black page and ada background suara i.. u know what it silly, delete2.. haha.. maybe for now tu je kot. most of it, i mmg nk travel kot naik comby.. it used to be me and ashraf. tpi maybe this time with the girls ke. i mean the hoppers buat smue laki kan.. and dlu nk bwat band ngan my cousin.. and seriously i n joe dh buat nama band kteorng dah.. just that time ada i ngan dia je. kteorng ingt nk ajak our gf n bf join.. but it didnt last.. so somehow, that one pun dh reject. i ada satu bucket list lgi cme.. it was a secret.. coz it involve my imaginary.. haha.. xoxo..
