Good Friendship

I was watching Wild Child yesterday. I loved that movie. I think it was really a good chic-lit movie. I never been bored watching that movie. But yesterday was different. I still not feeling bored. It just that i was being sentimental. I cry on that scene where Poppy was proved wrong and her friends hug her. I dont know why i cry watching that scene. It never occurred to me before. I guess i just miss my bestfriends.

Yep.. farah, nadia, mai and nadh. Mai pling rindu sekali lah sbb mmg dh lama gila xjumpa dia. Dlu ley lah sbb matriks sama2. Bila2 je ley jumpa. Or sometime terbump kt depan library ngan akmal.. i should really call her later. At least aritu dh hangout ngan farah, nadia and nadh. So, missing tu xlah sgt. But i still miss u guys! Haha..

When i looked back into my life, into the past. I never thought i will met a really really amazing friends. Who were always be there for me. Who will lend a shoulder when i need one. Who i can share any kind of story. Who accept me the way i am. And more more importantly, you mess with my bestfriend you mess with me.

I ingt lgi masa i ada problem ngan syamim which we call him T.U.H stand for The Unincredible Hulk. Haha.. And i remember mai and nadh betul2 marah kt dia and even jumpa dia. Thats so sweet of guys. And when nadh had a fight with my.. i think my kakak angkat. She was nice. But nadh was my bestfriend. She's my priority. I choose her even when she say its okay, you can still friend with ur kakak angkt. I dont think so. I just know her like what, a few month. But i know you many years nadh.

And masa kt matriks, ada orng xske mai and ckp dia dh berubah. Fyi, i know her better than you. Yeah, she change but at least she change to a better person. If you cant accept her, just shut the hell up. Dont need to judge her. I know her since standard 5 and even than i accept all her good and bad sides. And fyi, among us, she was the kindest one and soft hearted and such a motherly. I remember masa i sakit perut and i just gi toilet wthout telling mai n farah. Dorng nyer worried.. pergh kemain.. xspecially mai lah. But i love them and thats so sweet of u guys to worry about me. Aww..

Farah is my stalker. She love to stalk me. Yeah, farah i know you will read this. So, i wanna thank you for being a good listener and be patient with my lame ever story. I know you form form 1. If i n mai xsuggest u dduk sebelah nadia, we wouldnt know you and be best friend. Yep, guess its fate. I xingt sgt kita ley rapat and rehat sama2. I mean, i rasa mula2 tu u rehat ngan bdk taqwa. But anyway, past is past. We bff now. And we hardly separate.

Nadia.. hehe.. i kenal u masa darjah 4. I dduk sebelah u sbb kasi chance kt kembar dduk sebelah2. rasanya.. kabur skit time tu. Fast forward. Kit sgt rapat time menengah. And you being sweet by xnk masuk kelas cemerlang sbb kterong.. Hihi.. Kita slalu balik sama2 and you always listen to my whatever boring story. Hehe. u xpenat ke layan i? I sgt annoying dlu. U lah kak long kteorng sbb u pndai u mcm comel je.. haha.. but seriously, kalo dlu xbuat study group sama2, i maybe forever lembap. Haha.. U slalu teman i masa i ada skandal ngan ay, nadzmi k and abg kedai topup gak kot. And kte gi tuisyen sama2 and secret crush i ada kt sorng bdk yg xpernah senyum tu. Ingt x?? Ingt x? And u slalu bengang ngan don.. i miss those moment.

In fact i miss all of our memories together. Lepak kt 'rumah farah' lepas abis sklh. Balik lepas mak farah ambik dia n kdg2 awal lh sbb ur dad smpai awal lh nadia. All those fight ngan bdk2 boyan, the curve. haha.. i miss it. i wish i could be there again. feeling all those good time. no worries. it just us having good time. I miss u guys.. so bad..

Tpi i bersyukur sgt2. Eventhough kte smue blajar jauh2.. jauh lah gak kay wlaupun sorng kt lembah, sorng kt gombak, sorng kt bangi, dua orng kt shah alam. Still jauh bgi i. Definition dekat bgi i is ble korng smue dduk dkt2 ngan i.. hehe.. sebelah2 rumah maybe.. so nadh jgn study jauh sgt kay. where was i.. oh yeah.. wlaupun smue blajar jauh2, but somehow we always find our time to spent with each other, catch up latest gossip, share new secret. And i hope this friendship will last forever and forever. even masa kita dh marry nnti, dh ada anak, blah3.. we still have time to do girls out. Insyallah.

Somehow u guys like sisters i never had.. yeah.. lets have this sisterhood thingy. nnti nk kene cari cte the sisterhood of the traveling pants lah pulak..

farah,mai,nadia,me

nadh,farah,me,mai

they are my everything and i will do anything for them. i love u guys so much my penawar hati :)

And as for my guy bestfriend.. those 60days was not stupid.. but doing those 60days to you was stupid. what was i thinking? u were my friend. u were my pentol. of course it was hard. and of course i miss you so bad that it is killing me somehow inside. so, i will stop doing those rule to you. first time i met you i never thought we gone this far. i mean who would have thought that skinhead guy was my bestfriend. but you are a very nice person. you always advise me to do good things. like lepak ngan bdk pndai, msuk u.. yg pling xley blah masa i break ngan ashraf, i was crying and calling u. gila sih.. but thanks for being there. for cheer me up, for all those words u said to me. im sorry i never were a good friend. im needy and im a overthinking freak.. haha.. but seriously it was nice  knowing you :)

i know things wasnt the same like before.. i know you change now and you were very busy.. it might hard but i try to live it that way. so, whenever i miss you, i re-read our conversation. somehow it make me smile and laugh and remember all those good time we were once had. i wish the best on you life joe.. forever rockstar pentol. dont you forget about me..

owh yeah, i xpernah letak gmbr joe kn.. this time i would. i xingt gmbr nie dia ada hntr kt whatsapp or i curi2 dri fb dia.. hehe.. either way.. :)) but dlm byk2 gmbr dlm folder i (eh byk ke), i love this one more, second yg dia ambik ngan mama dia.. lols.

pentol