Lately, i got an urge to do things that i never thought i do. things that i wanted to do but somehow i guess im too lazy to do. things that maybe im good at. haha.. i dont know why. i think since most of my dreams and thought came true.. hmm... yeah most of it. alhamdulilah. and i think if the heart feels like want to do it, why not, right, just do it.
So, since that night of orientation that all of us had to perform. and my group did you raise me up. actually, before that kot i dah rasa nk join koir masa dpt kertas2 tu. and the fact that i love singing wlaupun suara xde sedap mana. haha.. and i love glee. yeah, im a glee freak. and mcm abg senior tu ckp koir nie mcm ala2 glee gak, so i just feel like why not. join jer lah. and i go through audition. which i dpt part. haha.. no, i rasa suara i tetap xsedap.. haha..
And when i told my girls, they like rajin nyer i nie.. i xtau nk respond ape sbb i xtau i be rajin or the fact that i want to block joe out of my head. trust me it wasnt easy. i mean, 8 years of friendship plus those deeper converstion. its hard. it was totally hard. coz we shared story and secret. and we had the same common on music and almost everything. he was my bestfriend. how could things end up this way? and somehow my wish of staying friend with him for ever just like.. poff! vanish! thanks alot.. eh, ape nie.. nie bukan tujuan i tulis.. ugh! i hate this feeling. like everything i nk ckp mesti ada involve psl dia. must delete it. must delete it.
Okay. the point is. follow ur heart. the heart always knows the best. trust me. and if you ever feel like you need to do this thing. that you have to do this. just do it. whatever it is. just do it.
kay.. be fearless... haha.. i just feel like a need to do tagline. so layan jelah ek, haha.. kay adios. :)