But now, my girls are away from me. Its not like i had nobody here. It just that... they never will be like my girls. I know mai here but i rarely see her. We had different classes and let just say, she busy sometime.
And there is my roomate, dila. I told her my crush. But i dont know. She.. well, this is hard. She not that type of girl who like to giggle like the school girl sometime. I miss nadia and farah though. I always told them about my love and scandalous life. But they so far away and i miss it.
And there was syihan, my old classmate who had same lecture with me. I did told her about this guy (previous post) who act like he like me with his sweet talker. To be honest, i regret it. I mean, i didnt feel comfortable with it. But if i want to talk to her about study. Yep, she fit in it anyhow.
And amy. The only one who remind me of my girls. I dont know how we click right away. Maybe its the way she talk to me or maybe her behaviour or maybe all of it. Well, i see her sometime. We had different class this sem so we rarely meet. But she always hug and say hi to me whenever we bump into each other as if we been bff since forever. Now, you know why she remind me of my girls. I trust her. I told her about my life, joe and ashraf. But this crush.. maybe just not yet. And is not like she knew him anyway. We different lecture remember? Unless it was last sem. Sadly, i like him just a few days before final. So, not really have time.
So, it just left me with this feeling. Yep, i guess i get used with bottle up with my feeling. I still usha dia like nadia use to say how i look at people i like. Yeah nadia, that kinf of staring. Cant helping. It just me.
And since no one know i like him. And no one seem to notice the way i see him. I think i safe doing this particular behavior. Hehe.. And in another meaning, i left with my feeling bottle up inside me, the giggle i try hide outside and those crazy thought i had in my somehow.
Yeah, i think i can live with that :)
