Absent-mindedly 3

Have you ever been in love at first sight? Have you ever thought about someone you like so much until it feel silly and you just wanna scream? Have you try find your way just to see his face? Have someone you like keep linger in your mind like a lot? Have you ever grin like an idiot coz something awesome happen? Well, i've been..

But this time it was rare....

I experience love at first sight a few times back then. But i never see my future with him just after i saw him. And it feel weird...

Am i in delusion or something? Am i too caught up with taylor swift's song? Am i being melodramatic here? Creat my version of Mine's music video? Am i lose my mind? Am i insane?
Trust me, i keep asking the same question to myself over and over again. But it still the fact that i see something. Yeah, talk about some superpower like Alice Cullen huh? Well, minus the i-drank-blood-thingy okay.. im just a normal teenage girl who still try to figure out things in her normal life. No superhero involve here. Nor supernatural.

I never see him in my entire life. I didnt even know we had the same lecture. But one day, his name has been called and he went in front. I saw him and i saw my future with him too. It just a flash but i dont know why i have that. I mean i saw lot of random guy and some i do find them charming but there were never a flash! This so weird. Maybe i am in delusion and insane all the same time. Oh no.. guess imma end up in tangjung rambutan after all..

But before that... i think i fall for him... no. Thats not the right word. Its too close to i love him. Okay, lets start again. I like him like really really really really like him. And i've been doing those little thing i did when i like someone. Yeah, you can call me a stalker. Oh my! Now im being a psychotic? Im in deep trouble. So, rehab it is then...

What am i bubbling about? Aiyoo.. Absent-mindedly lagi kan. :)