Alhamdulilah syukur dgn result SPM yg aku dpt walaupun, to be honest, i am a bit disappointed of myself cause i thought i can get straight A's or at least 8A's but i didnt. I got lower than that. I am grateful of what i achieve cause yeah, maybe Allah had plan something better for me in our future. And i am also grateful as both my parents are proud of me and understanding eventhough i know deep down inside them, they are a bit disappointed with my result. They just won't show it in front of me. But i also knew they understand that i have try my hardest to get as good result as i can. So, thanks mommy and daddy for not showing your disappoint to me and be proud of me and understand me. It means a lot and i love you guys so much. Insyallah, i will try my best in the future to make you proud of me more than disappoint.
Tapi bila fikir2 balik kan, can i really pursue my dream with this result? Will i get to be what i want? I dont know. I dont have the answer for that. But i guess i have to keep trying to find a way out and find a way taht best for me. Insyallah, Allah akan bantu aku. So, im intent to follow my dreams whatever it may be. :)