What I want actually

Assalamualaikum.. Just got back from daftar kelas guitar. Okay, i really want to learn it before aku spm lagi but then ble dah dpt, im not sure. My dad tetbe ckp kat aku yg die dah tgk kelas music one day and he ask me if i want to join there. And i was like... I dont know. Yelah, all of sudden kan. And actually my mind keep on changing kot. Mse my mom cte kat nenek n my aunt psl this guitar lesson, they was like "yeah you could be like yuna or najwa latif". And i was like, i dont want to be like them. This thing like for fun. Things that i did during my free time. And beside i love writing lyrics. Is not about being a famous pop star. But i want to be the best song-writer. Thats all. So, ble dorng ckp mcm tu, it make me think mcm nah this thing maybe not for me. What if i cant be like they hope on. Byk kali gak lah die tukar. Kejap nak, kejap xnk. Die yg xnk nyer sbb ape yg orng hope kita to be coz kita bukan nak jadi mcm yg dorng harapkan or nak. But then i think, "who cares? this is me. this what i want to do. this is my fearless project. well, one of it. So, there it goes. Im going to take guitar lesson and it starts tomorrow. No turning back. So wish me the best! I can do this!