Alhamdulilah... last night i try have my guts to text joe again. Really hoping die reply actually. I was scared somehow die xreply. Dah lah chinese new year ari tu my mom ask about him and somehow i did lie a bit. Sorry. I didnt meant it. What am i suppose to say when she ask me about joe? So, i just say jelah yg i didnt text him. Which was quiet true okay. Just part that i text him if i want to. No, i text him when i feel i want to and ble aku balik muar, mestilah aku text die kot. I lie a lot. But thats okay, things okay now between us. Sebenarnya kitaorng miscommunication je. Hehe.. Okay, i hope lepas nie dah xde dah. Happy gle nie! Speechless!
Then ingt abis kat situ je tau. I mean maybe xtau ble akan text lgi. But then pagi tdi die text aku. Xterfkir pun die. Ingt hotlink tdi. Haha.. He was like all touching kejap. He saying about how long we've been friends and i was like the longest girl friend he had. And i was like yeah, him too... Selama nie aku xpernah pun sangka dpt kwn dgn joe this far. 6years beb! True. Friendship aku ngan joe mmg xley kalah friendship aku ngan my girlfriends or my sisters. But hey, he's the longest guy friend i had. He was like my boy bestfriend (BBF). Haha.. My parents pun kenal joe mcm dorng kenal mai,farah,nadia,nad. They didnt mind if i hang out with him. And im so glad we okay now joe. Dont leave me like that no more. I need you. Ashraf xmcm u. Haha.. He cant even pick a fight. At least my sisters pun tau okay. Btw, talk about ashraf. I feel like he's gone somehow. I mean the feeling and him also. I was like die phm2 je ble joe dah muncul dlm hidup aku balik, his job his daone. he may go now. Something like that. Well, papelh..
Happy sgt nie! I hope my friendship with joe will go on still ever and same goes to you farah, mai, nad n nadia. Dah masuk U nnti, jgn lpe contact2 and hangout like we us to. I love you guys so much! BFF till ever! :)