Monday, December 5, 2011

My life would suck without you

Ok... Since that day, rase ssh sgt nk lpe kn die. Mcm die dh take over balik otak aku. Aku patut fikir the other person! Seriously! But no... Aigoo...

Aku dh xley fikir the other person lgi dh. Otak aku asyik penuh dgn ashraf je. Aku cbe kot buang perasan nie. But, the more i do it, the more i feel missing him. And caye or tidak, aku berharap die akan text aku lgi. What the heck! Nie mmg thap bahaya nie. Aku patut fikir the other person! Wajib! Ish! Asal ssh sgt nie! Baru je story morry ngan my twin psl ashraf. non-stop! Die dh bwat mke dah. I didnt mean it. Blame him or my heart! Nie lah yg paling aku xske, he become himself. Yeah, mmg bgus pun tapi.... bkn ashraf. When he become the old him, i will definitely fall for him again.. Something that i wan to avoid so bad. Setahun kot aku berjaya lpe kn die sket. And now, THIS?! For real? I hope it is not too late. But i starting to inaging things with him and thought about him a lot...

Btw, tetbe kn aku tingt video 'My Life Would Suck Without You' by Kelly Clarkson. Perasan x, dlm video tu show yg no matter what happen they always come back together. Well, die xlah mcm story aku n ashraf. I mean, its not like we meant to be together. Right? Tapi kn.... aku perasan nie...

Everytime he ran away and leave me. I always run and try to catch him back. But when i already got him and hold his hand, i would suddenly let his hand go slowly. But somehow he always pull me back and wont let me fall.

Get it? Well, thats what i view jelah. Tapi enthlah.. But he always remain in my heart and mind somehow. Thats for sure..

My life would suck without you? Hmm.. enth..

You make me crazier, crazier, crazier lah ashraf... ;))