For the past few weeks, i finally get him out of my head. In fact, im not thinking about him no more. Maybe i was busy with studies or busy seeing this person. Well, this person doesnt know i liked him and i am not pretty sure if i really3 like him. But this person is linger in my head somehow and trust me, i smile a lot. haha..
But then today, ashraf text me. Yeah, it was just a simple chat but it keep lots of deep thought in it. And i am trying my best to avoid the i-want-you-back conversation. And suddenly it strikes me.. My heart have two side now. One is choosing ashraf. Well, the other one, choosing the other person.
And of course i would pick the person, right? Ok, the conversation i had with ashraf was like.. well.. i miss the old him. and was glad the old him come by. Maybe thats the reason why i starting to feel this way??
I was planing to say something to this person on FB just now. But somehow i dont feel like to do it. Its not that im a coward. It just that... i dont feel like do it... but he still there you know, in my head and make me smile when i imaging things about him ;))
As for ashraf, i wont fall for it this time. Not in this moment and not ever.. Well, i can always try..