Suddenly my brother talks about ashraf to me. It started with showdown street-feast. Huh! Nie smue gara2 fly fm and 8tv lh nie promote showdown tuh. Haha.. But seriously, tetbe je adik ckp kt aku, 'adik sebenarnya nk blajar breakdance and graffiti dgn ashraf lah.' And seriously i was speechless. Aku xtau nk ckp ape. Mcm xsangka pn ade. Coz mase aku couple ngan ashraf for 2nd time, adik aku mcm xkisah je. Die ley bwat derk je! Tpi tetbe this time, die ckp mcm tu. So, aku ckp jelh,'adik contact lh die. adik kn ade fb die..' And he was like xnk. Aku pun xtau npe.
Serious aku xhalang kot. Dlu mase aku couple ngan ashraf pun, dorng mmg kwn. I mean, yelh, adik aku kn bakal adik ipar die mestilah die baik2 kn. cewah! Ashraf slalu borak ngan adik aku mase aku kt sklh or blik lmbt. Die kata die bosan. Aku blik lmbt sgt. Haha.. I miss the old time. So, xknlh aku nk break friendship dorng kot. yeah, i might screw but that doesnt mean i have to screw them also right? Hmm... Xpelh, mne tahu lpas nie bf akak mcm ashraf ke, adik. You might get a chance to study those stuff with him.
Aku pun xtau mcm mne aku ley couple ngan orng mcm ashraf. I mean, yelh, b-boys kot. Mcm laen dri yg laen. But i already did. Mse tu mmg try jelh kn. But he was nice. I MEAN IT when i said it. This year aku xlyn pun showdown. Wel, its not just about the SPM exam but it also coz i hate to see things he love, we love. And i know somehow he was there at that showdown street-feast tpi entahlh. Btw, aritu aku bru realize rupa2nya aku still ade no. ashraf kot kt phone lme aku. Enth mcm mne tah aku ley xperasan. Setahu aku, aku dh delete smuenya dah including the sms. So, i just kept the number. Aku nk contact die balik sebenarnya tpi entah. Something hold me back. Xtau npe. I want but i cant. Hmm.. And lately, aku byk think about ashraf. Maybe psl adik gi ckp psl bnde tu kot. And aku dh baik ngan muiz. In mean, i stayed friends with him back. Aku xlah putus kwn aku ngan die just aku ignore die je. Tpi everytime aku abis borak nagn die, i just wish ashraf was here.
I miss you ashraf... ;(