Ok, so, my mom already baik2 ngan my uncle's family. And thi stime it was REAL! Not like before this. Baik, then gaduh.. and the list keep going on. But not this time. How do i know it? Well, kalo dh smpai balik rumah bawak PSP one of my cousin, bkn baik ke dah nme nya??? Selalunya xde pn, Kalo bley anything yg ade kene mengena ngan dorng, my mom xnk tgk, xnk tahu, xnk sentuh langsung. And now it's happen to me tpi xlh teruk sgt. Haha.. My mom mmg dh baik ngan dorng but not me, not my dad. i mean, bukannya xbaik cme mcm 'kau2 aku2.'. Its better that way i guess. I xkacau hidup die. Die xyahlh nk kacau hidup aku kn. Its a fair game. No one win, no one lose. I can see my dad didnt like it when he didnt care a damn about their PSP. Time adik aku ckp 'eh,die ade gme nielh. Cbe abah tengok.'. My dad dgn selambanya, 'kisah lah pulak'. Something yg unbelieveable tpi, eh, abah pun dh gne ayat akak ke?? Haha.. But seriously ble die bwat mcm tu, die mmg meaning it. And yeah aku pun xkisah pn psl PSP tu. Ble my mom ckp gme tu ade happy feet. I xdtg pegi kt my mom pun. I ckp, yeah, i heard you.' Xdelh rude sgt kn??? Kn??? And today i might be forcing to teman my mom hantar PSP tu balik kt rumah die, someone i dont like sbb nya esk aku xde exam n xgi sklh. So, officially mlm nie aku maen sim je. Addicted lh. Haha..
Semlm my mom ajak my dad tpi die xnk so suddenly angin taufan lh kn. Tpi i xley nk blame my dad, die xske, nnti fake lh. Ugh! aku nk bwat alasan ape ek today?? Sakit perut dh selalu sgt. Blajar??? Blajar lh sgt kn. Or should i just admit it?? Ugh! Stree lh. Aku bukan xnk baik ngan dorng. It just feel like i dont want to. Xkn aku nk paksa diri aku kot? Xikhlas kot. Lagi xbgus. Dulu aku selalu gak kutuk dorng. Bukan aku jeles ngan everything dorng ade (kisah lak pulak aku kn). It just that perangai dorng yg tersgt annoying. Seriously, you dont know how annoying they are. Sbb tu i dont like them and i really think ignorance is the best solution. Last time aku jumpa dorng, i've being a fake person. Aku selalu benci fakers tpi last2 aku yg fake. And orng yg tahu ble aku fake tu its only my bro. Aku xtahu mcm mne die tahu, tpi die tahu. Aku pun xtahu mcm mne aku fake. I just fake. I dont want to fake anymore. That's why i dont want to be nice to them when i dont want to. Nnti xpsal2 nyanyi lgu Pokerface by Lady Gaga tu. Bahaya dh tu.
So mom, please dont force me to be nice with them. If you want to be nice with them, go ahead. We wont boikot you or something. But please dont drag us. I know putus saudara tu salah dlm islam. And aku xputus kn pun saudara. aku just rengang kn je smpai aku ready n ikhlas which xtau bila lh. And aku bukan nk salah kn dorng tpi sejak my mom baik ngan dorng, our family relationship mcm ade masalah sket. So, i blam them.