I'm Changing.. i guess.. ;)

Kdg2 aku jeles gak tgk along n twin aku dh ade someone. Yeah, hard to admit it but i am.. a bit jealous n envy with them. Everday n every second the phone will beep n our day will full of our lovely one texted. N tetbe aku terasa rindu lak kt ashraf. Npe lh he have to end this so sudden. Hmm.. Biarlh.. Things dh happen kn.. We just couldnt change a thing from the past coz what stay in vegas, stay in vegas.. hehe.. but we really can change our future.

Aku rse aku nk mulakn idup baru. Yeah, aku tau aku dh byk kali ckp psl hal nie. But this time is for real. It's time for a small change. Lately aku rse aku slalu over dress. Haha.. Seriously dowh. Aku pn xtau npe fashion sense aku makin menjadi lately. But still comfort is still had to be a priority when i'm dress up. But aku dress up mcm tu not for get any attention but it's really to make me feel so good bout myself. Yeah, aku pn dh kurang mengusha sekrng. Enthlh. Not b'coz aku ske akmal sekrng ye. It just, enth.. Mybe coz the whole 18 stuff i promise myself tu kot. Hehe.. Btw, psl Akmal tu.. Aku xtau nk wait ke xnk. But even if we not meant to be together as more than a friend, i hope we still can be friends like ever. Kau jgn lpe aku lak! As for my Mr. Right, i always wait for you k?? Npe lah lmbt sgt kau nk muncul dlm idup aku. Penat tau nk tnggu tpi aku tetap tnggu gak. Hehe.. Aku rse aku nk learn my mistake in the past so that aku xkn ulang lgi. Aku xnk the banana grow twice.. haha.. Aku decide aku xnk lpe kn Ash. Aku nk die jdi a piece of memory in my head like the people i met everyday. But ashraf always remain in my heart just like a tattoo. Still that doesnt mean aku akan bersedih tiap kali aku t'ingt kt die. Maybe i would shed a tear once in a while but mostly aku just nk enjoy idup aku. Aku nk always happy even if it is sad, laugh even if it is not funny and being sengal like i used to be. And kalo ley, well kalo ley lh kn.. Aku nk try all the adventure stuff. Like seriously. And nk tau ape lgi adventure?? Matlamat idup aku yg enth dh bape byk sekrng nie. Well, ia xley dilaksanakn sebab faktor umur. Sbb tu aku create that whole 18 stuff tu. Xde keje kn?? But its fun. You should try it. Hehe.. And lgi satu, aku bley lah gak lyn lgu jiwang n indon nie. Tpi lgu jiwang tu ley dgr sekali sekala je. Kalo byk kali, mmg ade yg kne sepakan percuma dri aku lh jwbnya. Haha.. Maybe i am change a bit. i guess..

I.MY.ME.MINE.