Enjoy!

Fuhh!! Penat gle thap cipan dowh! Mne xnya bz gle aku bebrpe ari yg lpas. Esk dh ah kne gi sklh. Ikut kn ati nk je aku ponteng tpi sbb nk antr buku nyer psl so have to lh. Huhu.. Tpikn penat mcm ne pn, aku masih sempat on9, updating blog. Kire terer ah kn. Haha.. Ala, xde ah penat sgt. Aku tolong pn biasa2 je ah. Tpi janji aku tlg. Drp makhluk2 tuhan yg laen yg xtlg tu kn?? Haha... Sape mkn tomato, die rse masam. Aku mmg dh lme xmkn tomato. So, xde ah rse masam nyer. Aku blik kmpung ari2. Mak cik sedare aku kahwin. The wedding was ok. Perfect for her. But for me?? I dont noe. I didnt hve my ideal wed yet. I didnt imagine it anymore. I use to have it but it all gone when he is gone. So, sekrng nie otak masih xdpt berfungsi. Tpi ari2 ade ah aku, farah n mai imagine our wed. Dh planning kot. Tpi the groom is just not arrive yet. Speaking about guy.. Aku rse mcm aku dh kurng interest nk usha2 dh kot. Huhu. Pelik teramat sgt. Tpi biarlh. It all might end when i'm turn 18. Yep! 18! Dh jdi mcm fav number aku lh pulak. Haha.. Tpi kn kt wed tu kn, aku tgk rmai lh bf2 n gf2 mereka menolong. And it makes me wonder, if ashraf was here, he would probally helping me too.. But wait he is not here. Not anymore. And if its like i want him back?? haha.. No way you coming again. I will preventing it ok. And aku telah mengenjoy kn diri dgn berkaraoke n melynlgu jiwa2 gitu. Haha.. Mmg bukan evergreen ah tu. Tpi enth, aku dh xambik peduli lgi dh coz i just want to enjoy this life and do the things i didnt do it yet. Haha.. weird. but thats the new me... haha... =))