Deleting...

So, arinie aku tlah mendelete ashraf dri hidup aku. Aku delete die nyer gmbr, number die, bday die n the most cruel thing i ever done.. Aku dh delete die dri list FB aku. Wuh! Mmg kejam gle tpi ade aku kisah??!! Aku mmg prnh delete orng dri list kwn2 fb aku tpi tu smue yg aku xknl. Tpi kali nie, someone yg prnh rapat gle ngan aku n the one yg pernah say all the love words to me. Aku xprnh bwat bnde nie seumur idup aku. Its a new thing and i dont noe why i did it but i did it somehow. Aku xtau sme ade aku yg dh change sekrng or aku mmg dh marah thap gaban ah. Coz aku xprnh pn mcm nie kot. Dlu mse break ngan ashraf pn, aku xprnh delete die mcm nie. Setakat delete number die pastu ltak blik. Nie dh hiperbola ah. Coz i erase everything bout him. And i use to blame everything to myself. Aku slh kn yg die break ngan aku sbb prangai aku yg agak xstable. Even if it is not true kot. But not this time. Just not this time. Coz kali nie aku slhkn die 99.99%. Its true ok! Aku xcontrol idup die. Aku xkuat cemburu lgi. Aku even cube faham die. Aku xtau ape yg kurng lgi kt diri aku smpai die bwat mcm 2 kt aku. Aku tau dulu aku mmg mcm xstable tpi ble aku couple ngan die blik, i'm change. I'm not like i use to be.

Coz...
Aku cbe faham kau.
Even when suddenly u ignore my text n call n even chat at Fb.
Ble aku call kau dan kau ckp kau bz.
N kau just hang up without even saying gudbye.
It hurt but i try to understand it.
Its been a few weeks.
N i couldnt take it.
U ignore most of the time.
So, i dont know why i did it but i did it.
I look into ur profile like i use to.
I saw something unusual.
Kau ckp psl 2nd chance..
Kau ckp psl hoping to other girl.
How could u?!
Did u even think how i felt?
I dont really think so.
So, aku text kau.
Saying that we need to talk.
Yeah, we did talk.
Ble aku tnye, are we still in or not?
Kau jwb, enth.
Ble aku tnye, u had someone?
Kau jwb, xde.
Ble aku tnye, why did u wrote that?
Kau jwb, saje.
Pendek sungguh ayatmu.
N senang benar u ckp.
Did u ever thought how i feel?
I really think u not.
Kau xrse ape yg aku rse coz itu yg kau bwat kt aku.
Tpi aku hrp satu hari nnti kau akn rse n that time bru kau tau ape yg aku rse.
Mcm mne sakitnye aku rse ble kau ckp mcm 2..
Mcm mne pahitnye aku rse ble kau bwat mcm 2..


So,
I throw all ur stuff away..
Then, i clear u out of my head..
I tore you off my heart..
And ignore all ur messeges..
Im not going to pretend u dead like other people..
But i am going to make u never existed in my life..
And i really wish u didnt ever call or come back..
I never behave like this before..
But enough is enough!
U hurt my heart a lot..

Here's the end once again..
I really wish u really gone this time..
Coz i am deleting everything bout u..
And i am trying..
Not to miss you at all..
Adios ashraf!
Just GO AWAY!
I'm so much better without you!
;p