Sesi meluahkn perasaan

Tdi sesi meluahkn perasaan kt angah.. Yep, topik dia joe, of course and xdpt blik minggu nie. Huhu.. I know i dh blik last week. Tpi i kn dh ckp i nk blik every week smpai study week nnti. Pastu xblik dh. Tunggu last exam nnti je. This week nk blik pun sbb nk jumpa angah. We got a lot to talk to. A lot! And nk mintak tlong dia kasi baju tu kt joe. But sadly i cant go back this week sbb i ada fieldwork lah pulak. This time gi pd. Maen dgn lumpur, eh x paya bakau. What a fun weekend! -.- Huh! Tpi nk bwat mcm mana. Fieldwork was like have to go, must to go. So xdpt lah beta meluahkn perasaan yg terbuku ini n mendengar gossip2 terbaru dri adinda ku angah. Ceh ayat.. N lgi satu. Ble plan dh cantek je mesti ada plan last minute yg msuk. Hish! I n move on cepat. I nk closure sbb tu i nk kasi baju tu blik cepat2. Menyemak je. Buat i sedih je.

Tpi ptutnya plan tu next week kot. Sbb certain people terus agree je without console with others. Terpaksalah menurut perintah. Laen kali bincang dlu bley x. Jgn buat decision seske ati mcm kau je yg pergi. Kau je yg free. Gi rmai2 kan. So kene lh ambik rmai2 nyer pendapat. I phm npe nad classmate i marah sgt. I pun bengang kot. Plan dh cantek. Phm x? Ish!

Btw, angah dh get back together ngan ex dia. Which was good. Im happy for her. I did. I tau how down she is masa dorng break. Dorng ok je. Xmcm i n ashraf. Mmg laen gle sbb tu xsehaluan. Baru sedar. Mcm angah ckp 'cinta tu bute'. Haha.. And as for me and joe. Well dlu i akan ckp if it meant to be it meant to be. But now, i n joe just strangers with memory and he just somebody i used to know. Maybe dlu bley nmpk byk serasi dia tpi sekrng dia laen. N that something i just have to accept. People change. And i get used to it. And it wasnt just joe. My other friend is change too. Maybe sbb i jauh. Maybe sbb kte dh xhangout mcm dlu lgi. Maybe sbb skrng u dh ada dia. Or maybe sbb sekrng u dh jumpa kwn baru yg fhm u n make u happy. Xpe. I get use to it. Im invisible and invincible. So not hard feelings. I get through it somehow.

Xoxo.