I rasa mcm this holiday not really well spent. I mean I byk abiskn masa ngan tv kot like catch up all those series or movie yg I miss out. And I hardly do any studies or assignments which ada. I ada mid term exam kot this coming Monday. Tpi I xstart ape pun lgi. N I ada tutor chemist yg I xsentuh2 lagi. Tpi xpe, I akan buat after this. Insyallah. But at least I ada gak siapkn my event report n thesis a bit. So I did do something kay.. Lgipun cuti seminggu, I need a break, okay..
Just this cuti, the girls cuti lmbt. Dorng cuti after I dh abis cuti. So xdpt hangout. N mmg nk jumpa farah pun kt setia mall sbb I nk cuci mata I kt kedai typo tu. Cuci sebersih bersihnya. But I cant sbb lesen I xrenew lgi. I dh abis P. Hehe.. N beside last week ada wedding lah pulak. I rasa I dh lama xattend wedding kot. Yelah malas n panas. So I slalu kasi alasan yg baju kurung I tertinggal kt kbh. Hehe.. Sebenarnya ada je dlm almari tu. Tpi malas nk gosok. Smue malas lah. But since umah xde air n dpt mkn free, I gi jelah. N seriously that wedding I gi tu like mcm my dream wedding okay. Omg! I smpai je I dgr lgu A Thousand Years. Nk lak tu dia xmain lgu cliché mcm slalu main kt mana2 majlis perkahwinan. I pernah kot dlu tanya my dad, ada x wedding yg xmain lgu2 kahwin mcm nie. Dia just mainkn any kind of love songs. N my dad ckp xpernah pun. And I was like, I'm so gonna do it on my wedding day. Tpi dh ada orng buat. But nevermind. I stick with my own plan.
And then ada lah pulak pak cik nie ckp nnti giliran I pulak.. Heh? Umur I xsmpai 20 lgi kay. I mean I tau rmai je yg kahwin muda.. Blah3.. pengaruh novel + drama. Ugh! Tpi I nk finish kt my study first. At least degree nie. Lgi pun I xde calon lgi. N I kene tunggu angah n along kahwin dlu. Nnti dh mcm langkah bendul. And beside falling in love was like the last thing on my mind right now. And with a heavy heart, I think, im like so done with love. I know I said before. Don't give up on love. Love was not cruel, people are. But.. that's what I feel lately. I try to watch some romance and listen to love song but it still the same. I think I ada problem and trust lah. I think I need to have an appointment with some psychiatric. Lols.
Tpikn ble fkir balik, I did spent my holiday well bcoz I spent it with my love ones. Mkn2, borak2, jalan2.. Lgipun, I mmg nk spent my time ngan family kan.. And I did it. Cme this time around xgi holiday jelah wlaupun yg dekat2 but its okay. Its still a well spent.. :) Xoxo