Nope.. the title has nothing to do with that song. Believe me.. i just love that part, thats why i wrote it.. haha..
Anyway, i came across to this book. Ceh.. nk buat review lak.. Haha.. The thing is i tertarik ngan cover dia actually and the title since i was so broken. I didnt really read it synopsis. I just gab it and bought it without thinking. And when i try to read on the 1st page, i was like.. whoa.. what is this thing. I close it and read the front page. It say a guide book. OMG! I just bought myself a self-realization book. But it was worthy. It was really really worthy.. When i finish read it, i was like.. whoa.. i should buy this book long long ago, at that time when i broke up with ashraf.
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| its called a breakup because its broken |
'Its break up because its broken'. Who would thought about it? I know im not. Coz if i do. I wouldnt wasting my time waiting and hoping for ashraf to come back. And jump in when ashraf ask for a 2nd chances. Right? And it is true. It is break up because it is broken. Thats why when thing were mess between me and joe, i just left. I would have hold on and not giving up. But i didnt. And it is not that i give up. It just that i grew tired and he seem didnt care. Why would i stay? And right now im on my 60days of not texting nor calling joe. I always give myself a year. But lets try what the book say shall we. I can do this. I do a year before.. surely i could do for 60days kn..
But honestly it was hard. it was damn hard. You see.. i could give myself a year to forget about ashraf bcoz i got a reason to hate him. He broke my hear, my trust. He cheating on me and gave me a lamest excuses ever. But joe? I got no reason to hate him. Yeah, he's change. And thats all i got. I couldnt blame him for changing. Change is a part of our life. It will continue until we surely comfortable with ourself. I know im changing. Coz if im not. I wouldnt try to find myself. I wouldnt wanted to try new things. See.. it was hard.. but i will make it through it.
One of the topic in this book is to have a breakup buddy. And mine was farah. Yeah.. u girl.. u always there for me during my heart broken with ashraf. And you there again when im falling into pieces. Thanks farah for always have a time for me and be patient with my story. And joe, u were there for me too when ashraf dump me. Thank you. U both are a really really great friend. :)
And another one is dont sit around and do nothing. Yeah, its not like you go and win him/her back, find a way to impress him/her or stalk them. It was finding urself. Try new things. Change. And meet new people. Ive done it all.. I joined choir and some other club that even i didnt remember it. But i enjoy. Coz if i didnt, i would have leave. I did okay on one of this group i join. I didnt feel the chemistry. I mean i xske orng paksa i. You know thats who i am right. I dri dlu mmg xske orng paksa2. And i strongly believe that we should do thing we love.
Okay.. where was i.. oh yeah.. change. see.. change.. just change urself to a better person. change ur personality. be this happy awesome person that people want to hangout with. change ur appearance. and just be comfortable with who you are.. those mean comment about you should put in the dumpster with any other shit. seriously. whats up with people lately? i mean yeah they told us to be ourself then they judge us. ive being judge a lot. that is why this face is very good in faking. seriously. my mom even say i was better in make pokerface. cant deny that anymore..
go on.. yeah.. meeting new people. the thing is. as we study kt tmpt jauh or a be at new place, we will meet some new people.. it was good sbb kita dpt tmbh kwn2.. bestfriend is the other story.. i met lot of new people.. my classmates.. and guys.. haha.. i think i should let myself open. there was one time i was down and im thinking about joe. it was stupid actually. and all i wanna do was being alone.. but then it got to my thought, i should open up my arms wide open. i should let people come into my life. not that open. but give some other people chance to know you. who would thought they will think you awesome and you thought the same thing about them. yeah.. it was a really nice friendship story..
my classmates were awesome and gila2. i rasa perut i ley pecah and i seriously dont even need botox for my face. coz i cant stop laughing.. they always have a good joke. and im comfortable around them. i do. then there were faris, my friend from chinese class. He was 2nd year actually. But he was such a sweetheart and nice. He drove me back to my college everytime we had chinese class. Thats so nice of him. And i love talking to him sbb dia ske bercerita and mendengar. dh nmpk dah ciri2 kat situ. haha.. nolah.. me and him, we just friends. beside i was looking a new guy bestfriend. and then there was azmil. he study at unikl bangi, xjauh pun dri i. i knew him form myspace. opps.. it feels like how i meet ashraf all over again.. haha.. nope. this time i make it right. we just friend for sure. he was okay. i comfortable gaklah borak2 ngan dia.. but how could lie. somehow i miss joe.. the conversation, the jokes, the picking fight. nevermind i found someone like you joe. but this is life. i should move on. its just that.. people come and people go and people gonna come some more but i never thought you would left..........
So, u guys mesti wondering.. npe superfox? sbb dlm buku tu to be a great women dia pnggil superfox. tu istilah dia.. if i wrote the book.. i would be calling amazing girl.. i mean.. what does the fox say??
Dingdingdingdindg... haha.. i just love it doing that...
Anyway, i think for those yg just broke up with someone, should buy this book. It got lots of tips and a real story that far more worst than urs. Seriously, u thought u had the worst life ever. wait until u read about other.. u will feel grateful a bit. trust me.. so, go and be that superfox.. :)