We, ourselves, love over thinking.We cant help it somehow. Its nature. Exspecially after something happen. Maybe someone having doubt on you. Or someone who ignore you. You started to do lot of scene in your mind. Like me.
I know i do things that i love. Thing that ive been dream since matriks. But somehow that doesnt stop me from trusting myself. You see, i get influence by people easily. I love marine. I really do. Since i learn about those phylum phylum. But most people dont understand.
They questioning of what im doing. They questioning what does it do. They questioning does it have a future. And im doubt in myself. Im starting to change mind mind and keep telling myself that ive make a big mistake ever.. but actually i didnt. coz i love marine. i always were. yeah i know that it was hard. and it was something that rarely people take. Well, thats the problem. People didnt expose to this thing yet. So they didnt know. And i shouldnt having a second thought. It was hard. I know. But the thing is we always figuring. We always do. Somehow somewhere. Beside Allah always there for us. He know the right for us. And maybe marine was where i suppose to be. I just gotta make it work.
So, people, always follow ur heart. Always do what you love to do. And let what people say about the negativity flow in the air. Show them what u capable of. Thing positive and leave the negative behind. Have faith. Stop this over thinking madness. Haha.. Trust me, we will be fine. Just trust urself and say 'You can do it!' and of course you can. its all psychology. bcoz if you thing you can do it. You can do it. You will do it the best. Insyallah.