Friday, March 15, 2013

Changes

I went to fatayat just now after so long xpegi. Syukur sgt sbb amy ajak coz if not i might not going. Fatayat nie mcm kelas agama lah but just for girls only. Every friday while guys perform sembyg jumaat, girls pegi majlis ilmu. Tapi xsmue wajib. Anyone can go or dont want to go. Up to them lah. Demokrasi.

I start gi fatayat nie since semester satu. Mula2 tu just nk try ape yg best kan.. But after a while, i think i gain lot of knowledge from here. And there's are part of me yg nk change ke arah kebaikan lah. Alhamdulilah.

I realize that i make a lot of mistakes back there. Whether it was a small or big one. And i feel ashamed of it. But then, think it all back again. I dont know what im doing. I mean, zaman jahiliah kot time tu. I did these thing coz everyone does it and it seems cool. Shame on me.

Tapi tu dulu.. sgt dulu.. i think ive change a bit. step by step. baby step. and im still trying figure out who i am and what i want to be. and i never stop seeking forgiveness from Maha Esa. :) insyllah..