Everyone have their dark side.. Right? Dark side... its not really meant that you have this alter ego or something.. or you have this bad attitude.. sometimes it was about those dark past we experience..
I have one.. and i admit it was the big mistake that i had ever done. If i could turn back the time, i would definitely wanted to change it so bad. It was worst than me lied to someone or when i skipping school or when i talk bad in twitter or i use those curse words. This one is so bad that everytime i think about it, i regret it. So hard. And i hate myself for doing it. I even feel disguise with myself everyime i have those flashback. It was something i regret so bad but i have no power to undo it. But im asking for Allah forgiveness. And eventhough i regret every single of it but i still couldnt forgive myself for ever thinking so dumb and stupid.
