Saturday, November 3, 2012

My almost kinda twin sister

I had a fun conservation with cik aliah fazira last night. Borak punya borak smpai xperasan almost 1hour dah. Its always like that whenver we talk or meet. We can talk about mostly everything for a few hours. Kalo call tu ada limit lah sket sbb takut kredit abis tapi kalo jumpa, hmm, jgn ckp. Kul 6pagi pun belum lagi tdo. Cot cet je keje..

She was my cousin and sister to me. I shared mostly everything with her. And since we cant be separate everytime we meet, our parents decided to call us twin. Nk ikut kan pun mmg mcm tu pun sbb bila sorng sakit, sorng lagi pun akan sakit xlama lepas tu wlaupun jauh. She's the closet cousin i had. I call her angah. In fact i was so close with her family until i get use calling her parents like my parents and her siblings like my owb sibling. Usually on my mom's side, i just call by name but on my dad's side, i call like brother and sister (along,angah, etc).

So, we had this crazy dream since we were around 8years old i think. We planned to stay together in an apartment when we grow up. And insyallah, right after i finish matrics and going for university and angah already pratical, we plan to find a place to stay together. Somewhere near our studies. Insyallah.. we also planned wedding together. Im gonna be her bridesmaid insyallah if nothing come between and so does her on mine.

I love her like my own sister and family. I would do anything for her even if i have to beat the crap of her boyfriend. I did it okay last time on her stupid ex-bf. Well, i didnt really beat him physically but mentally. Yep, the words that came out from my mouth was kinda a knife and bullet for him. Haha.. and now she with this random guy i hate. Not that i was jealous of what but this guy an asshole. He always hurt her feelings. And i seriously dont know what did she saw on him. Seriously. I think she deserve someone better. But for her, i pretend that i was okay with this.

Well, that something we didnt have a common in. Guys.. well, angah didnt mind herself got control coz she felt like it disciplined her. But not me, uh-hu. I dont like myself got control. Mine was more like if you try to control me, i would do much worse than that. Luckily, ashraf never control me. Hehe.. takutlah tu. And that angah ske jambu kinda look guy.. Horror.. Okay, joe was a mistake. I was confuse and now i realize.

But nevermind.. i love her for who she is. But not that asshole boyfriend she was with. Uh-hu. Never ever. He was here though with me at matriks. But since i dislike him, i kinda forgot his face and that was lucky. *evil grin i always forgot the face of people i dislike and people i had only a couple time seeing.

Well, i love angah. You the best sister i ever had. May our relationship stay strong no matter what (insyallah) even if someday you end up with that saiful guy. *buat muka menyampah *tangan atas bahu, mata pandang atas. ㄟ(≧◇≦)ㄏ


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