Uncomfortable

Serious aku xselesa ngan mamat nie kot.. aku ingt dia friendly, friendly biasa lah kan.. but who would ever thought it had another meaning.

It started with a text. I mean yelah, dia sama group ngan aku so aku mintak tolong lah kumpul2 kan bnde2 tu smue. Then, perangai die dah pelik tau. But i still stay calm and ignore it. Dia maen2 je nie. But then eaok, it become worst. Berani gila bwat bnde tu in public. Opss, i mean ckp. Agak2 lah. Why everything involves about me mesti ada perkataan 'kita' or perkataan laen nya 'us'. Sumph geli dowh. Serious.

The weird part is that i didnt do nor say a word or thing about it. I just stay silent and do my things or said 'apa kau merepek ni?'. Tu je reaction aku. I didnt say yes nor did i say no. Tapi xselesalah bila dia ckp2 mcm tu rasa mcm nk hentak kepala kat meja. Bukan kepala aku lah. Kepala dia lah. Mereng sgt. Biar aku betul kan.

I dont know why its hard for me to like him. Dia baik, good looking gak lah. But.. my heart belong to someone in this moment. Sape? Well, let keep it a secret at the time being. When the time come, i will reveal it. Mestilah kn.. and for now, kita cbe lah pekak kn telinga kita dan sabar.. :)