They no the same as you

I miss my girls like crazy. I feel like i want each of them here with me. I want to cubit2 pipi dorng, laughing out together, share stories. I miss the old times we use to have. I wish there is a replay button coz i want to be in that time again.

This feeling is killing me. I felt like i dont belong here. And all of sudden, i dont feel connected with my roomates and classmates. They all nice. Really nice. But i dont know why yesterday.. I didnt laugh when they make joke. As if all this time im a loner and didnt ever to them.

They not the same as you girls. They dont know what i feel inside or whats wrong with me. And i feel awkward to hug them with no reason coz they not like you. How wish you guys were here with me :(

Spending time with mai just now really helps me. I am not really express my whole feeling towards her. But she know. She just know like she was some kind of mind reader. Haha.. I really glad and thankful that each of my girls doesnt change. They stay the same and hopefully they will stay the same till ever. And alhamdulilah, our friendship still stick together like the strong glue till now and insyallah forever. And i simply hoping i stay the same. The 'happy-go-lucky and crazy' type of girl according to farah. :D