Lately nie kan aku selalu down lepas balik dri class ari jumaat. Mcm semlm lah.Tapi semlm laen sket. Aku plan nk bgitau die minggu dpn tapi entah npe aku gi ckp semlm. I told him that this month is my last class. And he was like why. Tapi xabis lgi aku ckp, die dah ckp dulu. Its because my matriks. Yeah, i got it. Tapi xtau npe a part of me mcm xnk go. And other part of me like awalnya.. im not ready.Its not just because of him je. I know im going to be homesick. Yelah selama nie aku mne pernah away from parents aku kn. Its a new exprience and im so excited.
Tapi tgk die mcm tu semlm, makes everything seem a bit difficult. Then, before i left, i told him that im not 100% sure coz im still waiting for my upu. Kalo dpt upu, i guess i dont have to leave that early. And die mcm sure gila aku dpt upu. Mamat nie biar betik. Nujum pak belalang ke. And die ketawa smbil angguk. Ya Allah, comelnya die.
Pastu entah mcm mne, timbul soal adik beradik. He told me that die pun due beradik mcm aku and die pling tua. Part tu kan aku rse mcm xde peluang je coz mesti adik die lgi tua dri aku kot. But wrong, adik die sme umur ngan aku. Xdelah relieve sgt sebenarnya. Yg aku nie pun satu. Belum ade pape lagi lah. I mean mne tau die dah ade ehem ehem ke. But i really really like him. I never felt something like this before. He didnt gave me this butterfly thing when he stare at me. But he did make my heart beat faster than regular beat and when we were away, i kinda thinking about him sometime. He just like pop in my head all of sudden. I was starstruck. It just another crush i know. Eventhough i kinda hoping for more kot. Tapi xpelah, ada, adalah kan. I am glad i meet someone like him though. I mean who know music better than him kan? Joe pun xmcm die okay. Plus, he's a musician and i always want to fall for musician.
Did i tell you die like a big Najwa Latif's fan? He is! So, Najwa, I know you got a lot of hater but you still have a fan out there and i know just a person that was a big fan of yours. He wasnt big fan of Yuna like i was but he know a lot about Yuna than i am. I must say quite impersive lah awk nie. I like you btw. If only i got lot of guts. I must be saying those word right on ur face somehow. :)